Hasnt been blogging for quite awhile ~ well today is a special day to me ~ after alot of consideration and courage ~ supposely i wanted to make a confession on 30th june ~ but i find tat timming isnt really gd ~ but today i feel like is a last chance for me to express my feeling. I had been thinking on hw to say n plan on hw the things go ~ k i gt de kitty in mind just for her ~ coz i find it cute and lovely ~ i gt her the flower which is blue roses which i personally find it nice n rare ~ jus happen tat she like it too =) ok back to my confession well i was caught by her ~ so there isnt any big suprise for her ~ no.1 fail ~ then cat caught my tongue i was lost for words i didnt hw to talk i jus happen to say i have a confession u noe i really like u i hope u can gif me a chance. Supposely i meant to say something more like i wanna spend the rest of the time with you ~ enjoy laughter together comfort u when u r sad ~ wipe ur tears when u r crying. I meant i really wanna be there for her n want her happy! i jus duno y i cant say out tis ~
But its really my first time making confession to someone i like. Mayb u all might nt believe ~ i nv really make a confession to someone. I feel tat i wasnt sincere enuf i choose to face to face becoz i wanna show my sincere tat i really do care abt her and i m serious. Though i muster alot of courage. She ask whether i need an immediate answer i say no.
Coz i dun wan my confession end up burdening her life. I dun want stress her after all i know her probs.She told me she's not ready for an relationship yet ~ so i respect her descision i meant i cant really like force her to be wif me if she doesnt want. She mention tat let's be friends first then let nature take courses!
I respect it. Of course i was kinda of low coz i feel tat i wasnt sincere enuf.
But i just want her to know that i really do care abt her. I am serious abt her. I am nt like trying to gt a gf for sake of gting one. Coz she's different she is unique to me.I like her is nt becoz of her looks or figure or wat. Is my feeling for her is strong and i really feel some connection ~ i like her charc ~ i like who she is !
Of course i hope tat we could move on an relationship in the future. I am just afraid i might screwup coz i nt someone who is gd at wooing girls. She mention tat i wooing girls very si xin ~ i meant i just wanna gif the best to HER. Duno when will i see her again. Wish she could hang out wif me when she's free.
Anyway no matter wat most impt is still seeing her HAPPY ! Coz the way she smile really melts me ~ seeing her happy i will be happy too. So i m excited to see her !
Haha !
8:15 AM
