Hais headachne ar ~ wanna change new blogskin cant ~ coz e format i too used to it le ~ i found another skin nt bad but like duno how to edit the length ~ too long nv touch html coding le ~ so very blur ~ hais so jus change e pics ~ but still wanna change my backgrd to black le ~

Duno hw so stuck wanna make better also duno hw ~ anybody can guide me? Really very headachne nw wor and damn tired duno y =( hais ~ sianz sia hais ~ slpy wor ~ btw yest jus gt another gan nu er yuan xin ~ haha she ask me to be her gan daddy then i ok lor =) haha ~

7:53 AM

Today go yishun stadium to meet timothy n daniel for run ~ long time didnt run ~ nw become run abit nia very tired mayb becoz nt enuf slp also ba ~ then we run 8 rds ~ then we went timothy house take a rest. And then we went to Yishun swimming pool.

Nt much ppl then we go swim a few laps then i and daniel went to tan for 1hr+ haha but like nv darker le =( dissapointed wor ~ then we went chong pang eat then i go to e 7-11 buy toto,big sweep and scratchit. Screatchit won $5 hehe =) i buy for fun nia ~ i nt heavy gamble so dun think i gamble ghost =x

Haha then went home then daniel call me say tat e agency called him ~ saying tat e boss tat time we work wif, wan us to write a statement to apologise to him then he gif us money ~ WTF ~ we nv do anything wrong y should we apologise sia? He threaten daniel le ~ he use finger pt at daniel and that time he say he can be nasty and used violent on us.

So he is at fault nt us ma ~ we can report him police case lo ~ we nv nia ~ but if he dun wanna pay coz he insist us to apologise e agency will send lawyer letter. Coz where gt such thing ppl nv do anything wrong then mus write statement ~ then where can dun pay ppl e work money de ~ hais ~ sad friends who are free can ask me out ok? cya all loves !

6:04 AM

Today i went to gym n when i went out it start to rain n then i use my mind to say i gym until e rain stop n go swimming ~ haha then when i do gym abt 45 mins e rain really stop le ~ then e sky was so beautiful but i didnt bring camera to capture ~ i really love nature i love e sky i love e beach e sea e ocean =) haha then i went for swimming n suntan ~ haha then i bath finish n i hope it rain coz kinda of hot n it start to rain again =x haha mayb tis e law of attraction? haha keep think wat u wan n u may gt it ~

On the way to bus stop i saw one old lady wif her daughter n two grandchild ~ she has some problem in walking so she walk very slow but her daughter n two grandchild walk too infront tat make tat old lady like wanna keep up wif them but i see her like very xin ku ~ feel heart pain for her but i duno wat i can do to help also ~

Then i think when u're old n u haf problem walking or problem in living will ur child still care for u ~ n lets say u r alone isnt it very sad n lonely? I start to think tat we should really cherish wat we haf nw ~ we haf normal body normal leg ~ so we shouldnt compare ard wif other ~ Be happy wif wat u haf ~

Haha then recieve Isabelle sms tat she sprain her waist poor thing sia ~ she at work then sprain then cant go see doc or go hm coz of work ~ poor thing so i went dwn far east wanna help her de but she close shop earlier Lol ~ then i chit chat wif her until her bus came n bid her gdbye then went hm alone ~

On e train saws lots of couple but i think start to numb already ba ~ i mean i dun really envy they alot le ~ surrounded by couples kissing here n there is nth to me already ~ i think i m stronger alot compare to last time ~ then went mac gt double cheese burger n jasmine tea ~ yummy life can be great if u wan to !

Haha nw i think i would concerate more on career ba i think wat i wanna nw is gt money haf a stable income first although i m still stuck coz i really wanna go hairstylist course but becoz of no money ~ but nw currently my aim is gt a job earn money then buy my N95 8GB ! I will gt u ! at least b4 my birthday ! =) JIA YOU ! FRIENDS I LOVE U !

8:43 AM

Japanese food Oishi desu ! Namura village de =) Enjoys

4:54 AM

Today went to hougang de gym to execrise ~ long time nv go gym ~ damn weak sia ~ my fav chest press i cant do much ~ did abt 45 mins then i went to e pool n swim few laps n suntan but e sun doesnt seems to be bright enuf =( hais jus wanna relax ma ~ then find tat i really damn broke sia ~ hais e pay still haven in =( i think soon my acc gonna be drained finish le =( need to find job after chalet hais ~

Yesterday night nth betta to do ~ then write songs again jus wrote 喜欢hope u all like it ~ jus wanna write something abt liking someone de feeling ba ~ comments on e song ba

喜欢
词: 林明辉
曲: ????(In Progress)

我是一个普通的人
一个简简单的
外表不怎么样
但是内心纯粹

每一次看到你
不知道为什么
心跳的很快
呼吸困难

有一种摸名
无法解释的
一种热度
我想这就是

简单的喜欢
喜欢 你意头发
喜欢 你的小手
喜欢 你的笑容
喜欢 你装可爱

就是喜欢你
想牵着你的手
小心意意的
守护止你
陪着你到最后

但你哭泣时
我会帮你插泪
但你不开心时
我会剅你笑

我只想跟你
说我喜欢你
想和你在一起
永远的在一起

4:37 AM

恋空 is a japanese movie i wanna intro to u all ~ Based on a cell-phone novel that moved 11 million people to tears, "Sky of Love" is a story about a regular girl's three stormy years in high school. While her friends are absorbed about their boyfriends, Mika is clueless about falling in love. She begins receiving phone calls from a boy she doesn't know and is gradually drawn to him. She finally meets him but their happy days soon pass as trouble is brewing on the horizon. Enjoys e pics ~

5:23 AM

Yesterday went swimming wif timothy and daniel ~ supposely meet at Yishun swimming complex but happen tat Yishun de deep pools is under renovation like tat ~ So we had to change to someother place lucky tim drove ~ So we went to woodlands coz its e nearest ~
We didnt really swim much we keep chatting n playing ~ Then we went tanning but in e end only tim gt darker ~ i n daniel no diff =(

Haha then we went back yishun de hk cafe to haf our lunch which was chicken chop ~ wah damn nic wor n damn filling nv took pic coz nv bring my cam phone ~ the food was really nic n filling then supposely i ask tim to drive me to yishun de 7-11 to buy de toto but i see long que then say nvm ba ~ then he drove us at 854 bus stop n we went hm ~

During e bus journey suddenly Kenny called to ask whether we wanna go for a movie ard evening time ~ Watch e Indiana Jones ~ Then i n daniel ok lo ~ haha then suppose to be 1815 de movie but i didnt noe coz kenny say reach there 1815 la ~ unfortuanetly i left hse 40 min earlier but i m suay tat bus 25 dun wanna come i felt so bad when i was late ~ keep told kenny they all to go in first ~

Coz cathay dun show advertisement de ~ when i reach then we go in really e movie started already ~ once again srry guys make u all miss e starting becoz of me ~ but i really didnt mean to be late i left hse early already =( so srry ~ Indiana Jones was a adventure movie quite hilarous ~ Over all 3.5 star out of 5 ~

Then we went to botak jones there wanna haf dinner but i nt eating coz mum told me she bought for me already ~ then i also kinda of full becoz e chicken shop i had earlier ~ Then in e end we change to another coffee shop coz botak jones long que n no fish n chip ~ then they end up order seafood n yu tou ru ~ haha then we chat n had fun =)


Today er mei n xiao mei invited me to eat sakae sushi wif them at kovan de ~ haha they was late =x haha we order quite alot then found out tat er mei working n earning quite gd so she suggest she treat us ~ haha had fun n keep chatting abt movies n jokes ard ~

Then we tour ard heartland mall ~ i gt myself "Lian Kong" de DVD ~ haha jus duno y wanna buy ~ then we went cold storage to gt some icecream n food ~ then we went to buy bubble tea n went back my home to watch tv & movies ~ sometimes life simple like tat is also a kinda of happiness ba =) I enjoy it n i love my familys n frends =) HURRAY !

6:18 AM

Boys and Girls ~
I nth to do at home so i wrote a so call song for ASP~
Is wat i think of her n wrote de ~ hope u all like it pls comments
I use microsoft words to translate english to chinese de coz i duno hw to write chinese ~Enjoy ~

你的微笑
词: 林明辉
曲: ????(In Progress)

每一次看到你的微笑
就相是一个天使在身边
温柔和温暖的守护止我
好相在接近你
闻止你的发香
再一次的擁抱
我不想放手

回忆起那时刻的你
短发和可爱的你
始终带着微笑
充满的自信
我就是喜欢你
就是这样的你

我忘不了你
我不想放手
你的微笑
深深的在记忆
我就是喜欢你
就是这样的你

你的微笑
就是世界的
最美丽的
独一无二的
我真的相你

8:28 AM

Just bored n jus used purely ppt n draw these few cartoon ~ can see wat i trying to bring out? i m using it to teach ppl hw to aim & shoot ~ pls comment on e design thx u ~

5:06 AM

Today suppose to settle e pay matter which i work last wk de ~ the boss damn niao sia ~ she like dun wanna pay me my pay sia ~ hais she nw wanna deny she didnt employ me at all ~ she say i m friend friend say wat i jus helping her ~ omg sia she wanna play like tat ~ i go her be her maid i do cleaning tis all n still tio scolding by her then she say e most is $5 per hr tell me take it or leave it ~ then i shoot her back u ask me do tis n tat i do le then u come scold me i nv argue ~then i work over 44 hrs she nv gif me OT then i employ e job is do packing nt be maid be clinic helper nt chef nt clerk ~ she ask me do some many task n jus wanna pay me $5 per hr which is nt fair n wanna cut my hrs becoz she's late everytime we meet her ~ is nt fair at all lo ~ then still say wat $5 for me is alot i keep seat dwn there do nth ~ make me more boil i dun really haf chance to seat dwn lor ~ i keep cooking clean kitchen tis all then she call me then i mus go do tis n tat ~ i already lost my pride in e job already ~ then she wanna pay me so low ~
So i and daniel was very angry ~ we went to Aljuni police post to ask for advice ~ coz we suspect her trying to scam us ~ she like dun wanna pay us ~ then e police say if we meet her n she dun pay us e amount we think we deserve we can lodge a report against her or file report to MOM ~ coz she has break alot of rules like a person is nt allowed to work more than 44 hrs per wk if he or she work more than 44 hrs per wk the remain hrs should be 1.5 times more than e rate ~ is consider like OT ~ n then part time worker actually cant work more than 30 hrs per wk~ Sat is a half working day ~ if she wan us to work sat whole day she should pay more ~ all tis law she jus duno ~ but i noe ~ coz i read MOM legisation ~ We told her we will file charges against her ~ Then she scare ba she go find e agency to talk to us ~ Then nw become e agency told us they will pay us directly instead of her ~ then we went to agency place to talk face to face ~ she agree tat my boss is too weird ~ she told us nt to wrry coz she will help us gt wat we deserved ~ then i ask her wat she dun wanna pay u all ~ she say they will jus send lawyer letter to them straight ~ nw become agency is our shield heng sia ~ nw felt much betta but e pay wont be in so soon ~ hais being quite stressful over these payments stuff for these few days ~ coz tis boss too stingy already wanna scam us dun wan pay ~ So guys n girls if u gt such prob dun hesistate to see e police or report to MOM coz nobody haf e rite hired u to work n dun pay u de ~

7:02 AM

Avelyn i didnt those things bother u so much ~ seems u seem to unable to 4gt it n jus hold on to it ~ then like tat i suggest u treat as u nv the childlish immature always hurt ppl de guy ba ~ i m attention seeker n i had no life ~ so watever u think is up to u coz i am numb to tis already ~ Since u think i m tat way u think so like it continue be tat way ba i dun wan to change e way u think of me coz wat i did was nv right ~ hate me all u wan ba ~ My heart is already throw into deep ocean already i m hopeless ~ U wanna do wat wif me up to urself i wont bother anymore~ u wan let ur frends noe hw childlish immature i m ~ i m ok wif it ~ u can jus continue watever u think of me to other ba coz i really numb le ~ thx for making me tis way which i believe make me stronger alot.

3:10 AM

Hais recently really happen alot of stuff ~ hais dun wan say too much abt it but i was really upset tat Avelyn still upset even i really apologise to her ~ n then she jus post e conversation out to let ppl ~ i noe she has rite to post watever she wan but prob is i say i m sorry already y mus she show e conversation to other to make me feel more upset ~ she say she gt other prob she cried ya ~ i say i m srry already wat else do u wan me to do ne? Then u like tat post me i nt upset meh? I m also upset ma ~ i try to peace wif u end up u still say me gt a life tis all stuff ~ ya i no life tat's a fact ~ if u wanna e whole world noe tat i make u upset then i no choice ~ but u gt think hw i feel also ma? U hurt dun mean i also nt hurt ma? I am also human le ~ i nt jealous wat who care u ~ wat i mean is jus becoz u angry ppl come scold me for ur sake then there's nobody helping me. Then i haf to handle tis side n other matters also ~ U gt other prob i say srry already shouldnt drag u in but nw i dun wan u dun wan let go of it ~ i haf nth betta to say since u wan everyone to noe i m at wrong i really haf nth to say. If u really cant 4gt it then i think i no choice ba ~ u wanna live wif hatred for me i also cant help. Is ur choice i choose to peace wif u since u say me like n tat fine ba ~ if tat make u betta then be it ba ~ i m as gd as dead already. Heart eaten by shark already i m evil ba ~ wat i say always tends to hurt ppl ba mayb i really devil ba ~ Hate me or Love me tis friend is ur choice already ~ I gting numb already

7:03 AM

Hais life was tat gd actually ~ Escpecially work ~ hais morn recieve call while still slping 7am ! Change to 10am Bishan mrt ~ Every morning gt tis heart attack game last min change place n timing is damn scary ~ especially when u r slping n being disturb ~ then nvm ~ i wake up early gt prepared then dad bought me breakfast i scare i cant make it in time ask dad drove me n who noe i reach there 930am then nvm i wait until 945pm i sms her i reach bishan mrt bus stop then i read my book then ard 10am she call n ask me where am i i say i at bishan mrt ~ then she scold me y nv scold her ~ then i was like i did msg her ma ~ for no reason tio scolding hais ~
Then nvm she came le then scold me again say wat yest kitchen y nv clean properly y that area nv clean then i was like huh ~ wasnt i jus suppose to tidy up e items on kitchen hw come i need to do so much ~ plus i already mop her floor for her until very clean le ~ is e title old tat y look dirty ma ~ Hais ~ nvm lor then i reach her hse i was like sian 1/2 e kitchen messy again i pack until nicely jus yesterday ~ then she jus throw stuff on floor ask me pack into plastic bag n clean e whole kitchen ~ then ask me clean this clean tat ~ wash tis wash tat ~ really like maid lor ~ wah piang but i nv complain i jus do lo ~ wah i clean her hse until so clean ~ her daughter ownself also say nv see e kitchen so clean tis all ~ she see me clean kitchen she even say i ke lian do so many stuffs but i jus laugh along ~ then i really mop here n there again n wipe windows clean cabinet ~ really like maid la ~ clean e whole kitchen n e living rm ~ then nvm le ~ no time go lunch still ok ~
Then when she come pick me up coz she need take stuff back to office then she nv even say a simple thank you at all ~ well ok then ~ i dun mind then go back office work again then she say i at office work very slow ~ coz she didnt notice at office she ask me do tis n then tat hw to do fast coz there's always unfinished job to do ~ then she complain us no efficiency ~ i really still ok wif it ~ then she ask me make jelly this all i make la ask me setup machine i still setup ~ i nv complain wat she ask me do ~ but when we ask for a pay rate of at least $6 per hr
Coz we calculate is $6 per hr actually is very cheap already coz we do tis n tat ~ we multi tasking le ~ then who noe she take us compare wif e china worker who gt $5 per hr but all he do is packing nia ~ she duno hw to see e big pic i dun understand lor ~ $6 per hr for us she say too high sia ~ we need to entertain patient take care of patient ~ do packing do cleaning ~ she also say e china guy more idependant nt like us ~ of coz ma ~ wat he do is packing ma ~ wat we do is handle patient stuff we scare do wrong will kill them ma ~ gt wrong meh? We ask her she complain ~ we dun ask her she scold us ~ so wat should we do ne? Then everytime she jus insult us say we no efficiency ~ say we slow la ~ y didnt see e bigger pic?
I cant believe such ppl can be doc ~ her maths cant make it coz if she dun pay us she go hire a clerk a maid a packer total pay is more than mine alot lor ~ hais plus me n daniel is double effect of 3 man job ~ Hais then i n daniel decide to stop working coz we gt no pride working n pay is low ~ we keep tio insult n pay so low ~ nt worthy ~ hais then gt misunderstanding ~ Srry again Avelyn fact i wasnt in gd mood tis few weeks also ~ i also gt probs but jus tat i dun say much i noe u gt probs shouldnt drag u in srry again ~ but i m nt much betta hais ~ i m really tired le thx charles suddenly msn me to encourage me so brighten my day =) thx charles appreciated. I didnt expect ppl care abt me coz i think nobody bother abt me ~ haha coz really much ppl bother abt hw i feel de ba ~ haha nvm ba no choices ba but i still loves my friends who treat me as friends de la ~ i treasure every friendship ! ASP would u jus try ?

10:15 AM

Saw Avelyn post think she kinda of misunderstood wat i mean ba ~ i was blaming e 2 guys who starting bug me to intro her to them ~ those 2 heartless guy la ~ Srry Avelyn again n Dashi of coz i nt saying u coz u nv anyhw say ME ~ They behind me say me very tis very tat ma ~ Anyway sorry to dashi make u misunderstood =) Btw Baobao ! wats wrong wif ur blog i keep cant tag le ~ keep tio ban =(
Haha ok la today work kinda of sux lo ~ coz inside office damn warm then nv on aircon cant work properly then boss ask me do tis n tat very luan wor ~ then today she like complain me n daniel ~ wah i was so shock she say we irresponsible i was like huh ~ she say wat we nv put things properly~ i was think gt ma coz e day b4 i put packet by packet stack up ma ~ then she i n Daniel cant work together jus becoz daniel couldnt rmb e word pyschologic i duno? i mean is nt me n daniel cant work is jus happen daniel 4gt ma ~ Wifout daniel or me sure gt some info leak here n there de ~ coz she always mix up me n daniel de ~ so she didnt yest she ask e person do is daniel nt me like tat ~ boss easy mix up then end up teach both of us diff thing ~ then i duno alot ma coz daniel noe where e stuff these all so most of time i consult daniel becoz i nt sure ma ~ then end up she saying me until i so useless =( hais ~
I new ma of coz duno tis n tat somemore wat i noe is wat she teach me nia ~ wat she taught daniel hw i noe ~ nt fair lor ~ then today she ask us go lavendar to ROS inside IMR 6th floor then we went to Hannah's Hostel to cleanup for her ~ Hannah is my boss daughter ~ quite a funny girl la ask her rest she keep help us do stuff coz we are pay to do those stuff ma ~
Finish e cleaning up n shifting stuffs ~ then Boss came n fetch us back to workplace n say we work fast at there but slow at workplace ~ then i say coz here nth much to do ~ she didnt notice at workplace she jus throw job ~ lets say she gif u task A then less than 5 mins she gif u task B n then task C n then task D ~ then sometimes we jus stuck duno wat to do first coz we duno which 1 she wan first ~ communication easy breakdwn coz she always nv gif clear instruction ~ hais then ask me cook jelly dun be hairstylist ~ Hairstylist is like my dream le ~ u ask me gif up my dream for ur jelly like nt fair to me wor ~
Hais tmr gonna work again tues daniel mayb halfday coz he medicial appt ~ i think i cant work alone under boss ~ i need daniel so i can enquiry if i in doubt coz daniel more experience than me ~ Hope can work n earn e money shun shun li li pls ~ boss i respect u but can u also respect me ~ thank you !

7:37 AM

Work work these few days had been working very dissapointed wif Avelyn yest then noe i ORDed n gt job le n is working nw ~ Hais mayb she mix wif tzwei they all then 4gt me le la ~ =x haha those ppl bo xin 1 de la she also become like them le ~ shouldnt intro her to them =x coz they wan en fu yi de ~ noe her le then attp to me ~ wat kind of friend is tis becoz of girl like tat i despite them ! =x Dun gif lame excuses of saying i noisy or wat la ~ Coz i dun talk much to u all also ~ _|_ LIC = Like I care ! =x oops jus trying to haf fun ~
Miss losta of friends coz long time didnt see them le la ~ mus find 1 day slowly meet then closer up e friendship ~ my dear friends i miss u all nwadays working hard to earn money ~ Till nw i still duno hw much i m pay per hr ~ lol funny rite? My friends free we meet up ok? I miss u all ! I love u all ! I want more friends ! Send me gd friends god ! Thank you ! =)

6:10 AM

These two days had been working wif daniel at Alijuni very near alex hse area haha~ do admin stuff n run errands ~ Boss say cant reveal too much to outside ~ haha so srry guys n girls ~ haha but also gt a prob i dun hw much i m paid per hr coz daniel is agency intro mine is directly so my pay should be higher ba ~ haha yest went to NTU to send sample to a professor~ NTU really quite big nearly gt lost ~ haha tot Miki was there but msg her she say she was working or else can say Hi to her haha ~ then yest went home quite late then today betta la ~
Coz Boss hubby flying i guess then she need to rush so today early came back ~ haha the work over there quite fun la although like she gif u tis job then add another job keep adding haha then u will like duno do which 1 first haha ~ hope i can earn alot money ba coz i really quite poor ~ coz i didnt expect de goverment pay 6 day of my May so low =( hais broke !

8:12 AM

Today is mother day ! Happy Mother's day ! Haha today we went out for dinner at East Coast park there for seafood ~ haha but b4 we went there i n bro went to heartland mall bought a boquet of flowers for MuM as Mother's day present it was lovely =) ~ The parking lot at east coast waiting time was long haha ~ but we manage gt slots la haha ~ then we order alot of foods but e waiting time is long as e shop was full ~ haha n the person serve as soya sauce as tea when we drink e tea n say hw come is salty de haha~ damn funny la then they changed~ overall was nt bad la ~ then to bro hse cut cake n eat hehe ~ Btw Isabelle mus jia you ! Sales will be gd de ! SMILE more ok n dun gt so upset or low moral when no sales ! Mus be happy SMILE ! =) Take care !

8:27 AM

Hehe today suddenly tuan sing ask me out coz he say long time nv meet me le ~ then we meet at bugis walk walk coz he wanna gt some clothes ~ then in end he choose a beatles de t-shirt which i find quite nic la ~ haha ~ then we walk ard bugis actually saw yuling and jacqueline but like too late too call them le haha ~ then we end up go boat quay de Lighthouse to haf a drink coz i say i wanna go somewhere chill ma ~ haha but nt chill enuf la coz is like keep playing karoke de cant see seaview or live band music cant relax lol but jus keep tok n drink lor ~ haha of coz gt miss ASP la but wat she wont miss me ba haha coz i told her my feeling she say she had no feeling for me haha ~ i wanna work hard for it but she dont seems to gif me e chance le haha ~ Susanti an wei alot ~ haha thx Susanti i love u ! =x haha after haf drink wif tuan sing train hm n walk to 7-11 gt another drink haha raspberry vodka nic wor ~ 8% nia walk n listen to beiying haha ~ wanna cry but cant cry keep laughing think i gone crazy le haha ~

10:13 AM

I wanna recommend this song 背影 by 林宥嘉! This song i hear it from 斗牛,要不要 a very nic taiwan drama by Hebe ! =) i love it ! Is abt basketball n love kinda of touching ~ Everytime i hear 背影 will feel very sad at e same time i was thinking of ASP ! I think i really had gone mad ! Keep think of her then dun dare to tell her jus so afraid of her ignore me or rejection. Coz i find i nt worthy. I made a mistake i really regret it for life nw ~ though she say nt angry but i gt e thinking of i hurt her b4 ~ i had really lost all e courage n feel like kinda of lost. Btw here e lyrics of 背影 enjoy !
三公分阳光三公分空气
堵在眼前像一面玻璃
挡住了你表情剩下只有脚印
he……
一直向前走走不完距离
一直向后退不出回忆
很高兴有心事帮我困住自己

你头发上淡淡青草香气
变成了风才能和我相遇
你的目光蒸发成云
再下成雨我才能够靠近
感谢我不可以住进你的眼睛
所以才能拥抱你的背影
有再多的遗憾用来牢牢记住
不完美的所有美丽
感谢我不可以拥抱你的背影
所以才能变成你的背影
躲在安静角落不用你回头看
不用珍惜
我怀里所有温暖的空气
变成风也不敢和你相遇
我的心事蒸发成云
再下成雨却舍不得淋湿你
躲在安静角落如果你回头看
不用在意

8:10 AM

Today went to dental to extract my tooth coz i feel pain whenever i chew meat ~ it was a painful thing coz its hard to extract my tooth coz its long n curvy ~ then i couldnt talk at all at first course i need to bite the cotton wool to stop de bleeding nw i feel like kinda of weird tat there is a hole inside then like keep gt blood like tat ~ ASP i was thinking of u when i was walking hm ~ i think i truly mad abt u ~ i saw ur new dp in msn ~ e way u smile i jus simply love it ! I missing u but i had lost e courage to say it out to u ! I really wish to be wif u take care of u loving u ~ share happiness n tears together ! Do u know ! Gif me a chance can? I will prove tat i m serious abt u !

6:39 AM

Quite a while didnt blog seems to be quite lazy nwadays ! So my blog has been dead for awhile ~ I wonder do ASP ever read my blog b4? haha ppl keep encourage me to tell her straight tat i like her ! Ya i wan but i lack of e courage n fear of e ans no ~ which i believe is high percentage coz i lack of confidences ~ haha had some nic foods these fews days will upload pic asap ~
Today went to expo de MPH sales to grab some cheap sales books to read haha ~ I was actually looking for a book call The Game de ~ wah then when i n bro was in the que bro saw one nerd reading The Game i was like ~ wth i was looking high n low for it tat nerd gt it ! Then i go ask e nerd ! He like unwilling to tell me he say he found at the box of there someone drop it ~ Selfish sia him ~
Then i went back to tat place n search and couldnt find ~ guess tat's my life ! But nvm i can jus go funan gt the Rules of the games ! Haha which is newer ! =P Haha ~ Quite happy la bought alot of books but bro pay ~
Mus start to save money coz 20May mayb flying to HK for tour yeah pee ! Hehe ~ ASP ! Do u noe i really keep think of u ! Everytime i keep look at other girls whose backview seems to be like u ~ i will run forward n see but unfortunately it was nt u ! I think i really crazy for u ! I m serious abt u ASP ! Would u gif me a chance to prove tat u r impt to me? One chance to let me be wif u ! Love u ! Care u ! Hold ur hand till e end of my life ! Would u? I need you ! I want you ! Tat's something i really wan in my life from my heart ! I swear !

7:24 AM

Reeve

My Friendster
Msn:Morven_lim@hotmail.com
17 Nov 84
Scorpio
Blood Type O+
6th May 08!! =)

心雨

#01 Find MY LOVE!
#02 Be HAIRSTYLIST
#03 WidenCirclesofFRIENDS
#04 HONDA JAZZ
#05 IPHONE by APPLE
#06 WCG
#07 Go Japan & Taiwan
#08 Adidas Jacket
#09 Adidas LE Shoes
#10 Toni & Guy Polo T
#11 More Topshop Shirt
#12 Levis 501
#13 Happinessx)
#14PSP Slim
#15Nokia N95 8GB