Tuesday, December 30, 2008
Had change blog title song for a more sad love song ~ sometime when we touched jazz mode ~ damn nic ! I rather hurt you now then mislead you to the light ! Yeah tat de ans i always gt ~ its telling me its impossible for girls to like me like tat. CHEERS ! I just love Oliva Ong's voice its make me feel ease and relax =D hope u can enjoy it
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Friday, December 26, 2008
Yesterday was the christmas ! To be honest i hate xmas n xmas eve coz it always seems so lonely ~ its kinda of make me jealous of seeing lovely couple. Of coz i wish i also could be like tat. But i guess i m hopeless ~ who will fancy someone like me? I gt nth gd i see nth gd in myself. I dun understand myself also and i had lost courage in myself so wat can i gif other? Been to Carol's blog keep listen to Oliva ong song L.O.V.E ~ then start to find more of her song and listen ~ it was really nic n sweet~ it make ppl wanna fall in love. But i jus cant step out. Who can help me? Myself?
Anyways those pic are meals i had yest at New York New York ! De food wasnt tat bad i had pizza and hot chocolate =D Enjoys hope u all had great fun ~
7:31 AM
Tuesday, December 23, 2008
Hasnt been blog too much ~ here are some pic of nic food hope u all like it=D i miss all my friends! =D
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Tuesday, December 16, 2008
Hais i noe i keep do also nt gd ~ i noe i gif myself alot of pressure coz i wan to do things perfect too much but i like nt hardworking enuf~ i duno i also quite dissapointed wif myself nt able to do gd job n slow hais ~ always need ppl to help ~ hais i noe my skills still nt gd enuf ~ ppl jus learnt even betta than me i knew it ~ i really hate myself for being so weak so slow learner ~ especially my fingers are so dead ! Hais
I had lost de fighting spirit my moral ~ i feel tat i had achieve nth in my life ~ so far i had been living so dead ! sometimes i jus wanna be bang by car n die ~ sometimes i really wish i could be different ! i dun wan to be so weak!
My confidence lvl is going dwn n dwn i had no confidence in watever i do ~ i m too timid already hais~ i felt i am such a failure!!
7:24 AM
Tuesday, December 9, 2008
Picture above is de starting color i dye last mon ~ then last fri is matt green de color darker de ~ nic rite =x sunday i went to expo and hi to carol coz she working there first time meet her in real life she really cute n sweet haha ~ then we shop ard then went home ~
Then today i bought de cheesecake i make to sch ~ =D i glad alot of them love it ~ hehe ~
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