Yesterday was so called advanced celebration for dad's birthday ~ we had dinner ar BREEKS located at changi airport T2. Nt going to say much let e pic do e toking i enjoyed e food =)

Today went back to workplace wif timothy,Bryan and kenny to find Alex and charles to eat steamboat ~ Tim bought alot of foods n drinks. It was fun n nic ~ thx for e food n e sounveir timothy. Apppreciate=) we had lots of fun cooking n seeing movie n great laughter i really enjoy these HAPPY moments which are rare to comeby =)
Enjoys !

Surf e friendster found e horoscope stuff abt love meter read it ~ it's abt me ! haha
Mercury Conjunct Uranus with an orb between 1 and 3 degrees

Brilliant and original as you are, you can also be difficult and unpredictable. Close ties may complain they never know when you are going to show up or what you're planning next. You are easily bored and love people who can both stimulate and surprise you. Find out more with your full-length reading...

Venus Conjunct Neptune with an orb between 3 and 5 degrees

Love for you is often a "divine discontent". You are so romantic and idealistic it is difficult for any mortal person to sustain your interest without disappointing you. Your need to idealize loved ones may make you susceptible to illusion. Find out more with your full-length reading...

5:14 AM

This is Jay Zhou's 最長的電影
I always sing this song duno why will cry ~
Hais e lyric i love it ~
See e mv is very touching
Enjoy !

Btw i think alot ppl dun understand e MV ! Let me explain abit ba from my pt is tat Jay from small wanna protect tat girl ~ so he keep fit n he become bodyguard ~ coz he jus wanna protect her ~ then e girl happen to cure her eyes when she found out he was the one who used to rescue him too bad her eye went blind again coz glasses hit her eyes =)
我们的开始 是很长的电影
放映了三年 我票都还留在
冰上的芭蕾 脑海中还在旋转
望着你 哪能忘记你

朦胧的世界 我们聊了多远
冰刀画的圈 圈起了谁改变
如果再重来 会不会笑笑骂骂
爱是不是 不开口才珍贵

再给我两分钟 让我把记忆结整理
别染花了眼泪 你钟都换了 要我怎么记得
祈祷你将我忘了吧 祈祷你将我忘了吧
你说你会哭 不是因为在乎

4:09 AM

Hais today i keep pester her. I noe i totally no chance then i was purposely make myself like e worst guy i can ever gt ~ i being childlish but is all becoz i m stuck wif wat to do .. actually i wanna be wif jus friends wif her de, but i m afraid i cant help to like her again ~ so i provked her and ask her to choose whether wan me to leave her life or nt ~ but e fact actually wat she choose, i will choose to leave her life treat as i nv exist ~ she wont understand y i had to do tis ~ i noe it seems childlish but i m suffering ~ coz i duno y i tears so much for her but she wont even noe or cares. All she say is nt worth it ~ i mean i dun wan her pityness also ~
I really wan her to be happy..i see tat i m making her life worst .. so i choose to leave her life... delete n blk msn ~ she is faster than me delete in friendster .. i noe she's angry becoz tat actually wat i wan ~ i dun wan to be someone tat trouble her ... i rather she hate me then like feel bad jus for me coz i dun need u to feel bad for me.. Girl u nv noe hw i feel ... it is nt easy to see e one u like keep talking abt e Guy she like n then all he can do is cheer u up encouraging u but wat did he gt ? He jus wan u to be happy but it seems is painful.. Cant be wif someone u like is painful.. but seeing someone u like liking someone else n keep telling u wat they do n they need to endure is kinda of suffering...
E xmas present i prepare i really felt like i dun wanna gif her le nt her fault coz i wanna make myself like less painful coz if i gif her i will like think i gt hope ~ i dun wanna lie to myself ~ girl u say i 23 ask me think~
U say i duno u much but hw much u noe me ~ who tell u i dun think ~ i m someone wif plans i do thinkings ~ mayb we really duno much but i thx for those days chatting wif u ~ lastly i nv exist in ur life but i nv 4gt u...Wat i done is jus throw away like tat coz i dun wanna hold on to her..I didnt mean to do tat but i had no choice.. Coz She will live better wifout me.. My existence was jus so trouble for her..

7:11 AM

Yesterday went zoo ~ early morn wake up then went to Alex hse de mac to meet him coz he driving us to e zoo ~ Kiang n Paul soon came then we had mac for breakfast long nv had breakfast at mac then we jus went off after tat ~ abt 30 mins travel we reached n saw Shifu, kenny n bryan they all ~ haha then we talk n went in e zoo ~ it's free of coz ~ coz its company anniversary boss's treat ! thx boss ~ haha then we went to see polar bear la see this n tat no dog =( then took some pics also ~ went to a rm book by company to see those pics oversea attachment wah ~ bring back those day at korat haha but i couldnt see my pics clearly coz i was far behind la ~ haha ok then went hm n change then report to work coz had to stay overnite there ~
Then drive there n it rain heavily ~ then it was like so big until i cant see e road ~ haha then at middle of nite gt fire alarm went off fireman came wah then i need to go to e workplace n accompany them ~ like really very serious but e fact is e alarm jus went off anyhw ~
Then morning came back stay at home n slpt whole day ~ lets e pic say e words enjoy =)!

1:23 AM

EMO ! EMO ! EMO ! wats wrong? GROW A BACKBONE ! If u really like someone u jus wan her/him happy no matter wat ! I mean it ~ but of coz will feel sad coz cant be wif someone u like ~ i jus feeling like cooling dwn for awhile ~ i nv start e war n i jus lose becoz i was too late? I duno i dun wanna say much ~ i jus wan her HAPPY tat's all ! Who can understand? I don't care anymore I dont need ppl to understand y i am like tat ~ i jus dun wan hide my feeling living in regrets ! Is liking someone a fault? Hw can i control myself nt to like her ~ jus like she couldnt control herself like someone else ~ is all abt feeling ~ she didnt anythin is jus e feeling was strong ~ its being awhile i had such a strong feeling ~ I m lost ... I LIKE U !

3:32 AM

Hai today went out wif dad n mum n cute little nephew ~ then long time nv drive le ~ then drive e renault which i dun like la coz cant see blind spot de ~ then i was like traveling kinda of fast then suddenly infront gt one car was like kinda of near then i keep step brake but instead i step e clutch coz nt used to it la ~ then dad put handbrake i steer right u can see e car skide 90 degree wah damn heng lor or else knock e car n duno wat might happen ~ then lucky e car behind me was far or else e car knock me i may nt be here le ~
Then i reverse n drive forward ~ it was really suddenly so near to death ~ haha then of coz e rest was normal la ~ jus too long nv drive le ~ then went golden mile walk walk ~ then i noe y some of my frend love to go there coz gt alot thai stuff ~ for me still ok ba ~ jus tat there gt a smell ~ kinda of remind me of korat haha ~ then went to bugis lo ~ walk ard bought nth so nth to take ~ i use powerpt to try to draw wat happen abt e sudden brink death ~ duno y start to EMO again hais ~ but then when i see her i seems to be happier ~

2:50 AM

Today spend whole day slping ~ i always when doing nth start to think alot ~ i keep thinking y i like tat ~ hais i cant be doing nth or else i will go think alot negative things ~ sometime i think i jus wanna be quiet sometime i jus wan need a shoulder to lie on ~ i duno i think mayb jus wanna tried like wat the feeling of depending on some1 like? I find myself kinda of boring sometimes coz duno hw to talk ~ then also like lack of confidents also ~ i sometime really duno myself~i think nobody noe me also ba ~ who really cares abt me? i duno i sometime jus felt so alone~mayb becoz i think too much le ba ~ i wanna be happy ! Can u make me happy?

1:47 AM

Today suppose to haf a old school gathering haha ~ which is e AFS de class 2 gathering ~ of coz gt Alex,Bryan,Kenny,kenneth,tze wei,QiQi,Guo Wei and dashi ~ haha then we went to marina south de seoul garden to eat ~ nv take any pic in my phone coz nt nic ~ then we keep talk abt e past funny stuff la ~ laugh like no tmr ~ haha then eat until damn full ~ then went to archade play ID4 ! Yeah cleared takahashi keisuske ~ Muahaha ~ Then find dashi for tarot card reading ~ hmm need some guide la ~ da shi say i becoz of past hinder me afraid alot of stuff ~ which is truth ~ but i gonna step out of it soon ! I mean i will b stronger ! Dun live in e past anymore ~
Cherish today n everyday ~ wat thing abt yesterday had jus gone away ~ Took some pics ~ Uploaded ~ i tried dashi de n95 make me love n95 more ! I gonna gt u next yr MAY !=)

7:01 AM

Well today supposely to end my work earlier de then end up last min like wanna ask us help up then i say i gt something on i request deduce half day off ~ coz i promise shiping to do her e favour of being a "delivery man" well i find it quite fun ba ~ coz is very pranky u noe ~ is like someone recieve a bouqet of flower from stranger haha ~
Well after so call work end went home took a bath change n went out ~ went for a haircut coz it was too untidy n messy but actually in e end e hair was nt tat nic also la ~ so jus went to SP coz my mission is to gif a bouqet of flower to shiping's frend pamela chan~ well met shiping n her friend which i think she didnt mention her name ~ haha well srry ~ then so call had lunch wif them coz i felt kinda of full ~ so e girl was eating then we was dicussing plan like i belong to them.
Mayb i jus like this kind of fun ba ~ then went up to pam's class nock e door ask e lecturer srry may i noe who is miss pam ~ then she stood up then i jus pass her e bouqet of flower ~ her experssion was so shock n the class was like so high n she gif a very classic words haha which i think i shouldnt say it out here ~
kinda of fun ~ coz is funny la though risking of being beaten up by guys who had crush on e birthday girl ~
Then we went dwn ~ saw e astro palm master master khong ~ hope i spell correctly Shiping ask me to try coz accurate then so i jus tried ~ haha i ask abt Love and career la ~ gonna state here of wat i rmb so i wont 4gt ~ haha the master first words from his mouth after seeing my palm say i am a super romantic guy ~ i was like whooo is it true? then he say i am very creative wah heard like flying up to e moon ~ haha then he also i gt lady luck then i was huh? i mean i dun really think i gt tat attractive to attract girls ba ~ i mean i m jus vain ~ haha then wat he say abt my career is tat is i need womens ~ haha is related to women then i think hmm tat mean hairstylist ! yeah =x haha then he say i can rich popular n famous ~ i was like wooo~ almost like everything so gd ~ haha of coz he state some truth i strongly agree which is tat moody,then cant let go past,jealousy and hmm i kinda of 4gt ~
He say i should trust my initutions ~ well i really appreciated shifu reading his reading is same as da shi de tarot cards ~ so chun ~ jus tat i kinda of dun believe i had lady luck la ~ coz i mean come on i m nt surrounded by girls ~ haha but i dun mean i wanna surround by girls ~
Wanted to shake his hand but my hand like kinda of dirty then i 4gt to bring tissue ~ so nv shake hand haha =x~ Well then shiping frend also wan calculate then jus kp lor ~ haha his name was han wei ~ nic chap n friendly ba ~ coz he intro himself instead of me start e intro ~ well mayb i nt gd at making friends haha ~ Well i see shiping bunch of friends are really funny n cute ~
I kinda of envy shiping coz she is like so enjoying her life at sch man ~ her bunches of friend are so fun ~ i think they had strong bonding well tat's gd ~ haha after e reading we split i went back on my own ~
Coz i going to zhong wei hse to learn hw to make cookies ~ haha then learn n do ~ then i do e heart shape until very cham coz zhongwei say is e hardest i nv learn make normal i go make heart shape le ~ haha ~ i like to challegene ~ well in the end make quite alot of cookies ~ =) hehe but time was late abt 11+ then ask bro drive me home n here i am ~

9:26 AM

Today morning suppose to gif a wakeup call to Anna coz i volunteer myself ~ then i assume she wake up le end up she woke herself but kinda of late ~ srry girl it was my fault i shouldnt assume ~ i felt bad tat make her rushing ~ but i m confident next time i will nt assume le ~ i promise !
Haha then went to work keep raining no need to work =x coz today work mus stand outside then end up coz of raining no need to anything ~ then went home change le ~ meet Avelyn n Bryan at SLS ~ coz at first is wanna go find 3D christmas card ~ coz i wanna DIY then i wanna see some sample la ~ then bryan wanna buy stuff at SLS his modem n rams ~ i was late coz i released kinda of late make them wait abt 1hr but i didnt mean it ~ haha
Well then we went to city hall ~ to funan for dinner had kfc meltz ! yummy but nt so nic as usual xP ~ then dwn to citylink to e search of stuff i need ~ haha shouldnt say much coz is a xmas present for someone ~ dun wan state e person jus in case she saw wat i wrote ~ i trying to do more DIY stuff for this gift ~ coz wanna play =x haha well looking forward in designing my 3D christmas cards !

6:36 AM

Today meet ah chai for movie golden compass at suntec ~ but meet earlier at bugis jus to play archade ! NO ID4 ! wtf ! oops srry i didnt mean it ~ then play ard played outrun 2 damn nic wor damn exciting lor the car keep shake but damn expensive too $3 ! haha abt 30 mins of archade i jus spend $10 ~ haha then move to suntec to collect ticket n saw bu neng shou de mi mi de poster wor ! wah then i didnt hesitate jus bought it wif tube $38 wor ~ but i simply love it ! i have been searching quite long wor ~ then also gt initial D e jay zhou only but cost $50 wor ~ damn nic but damn exp too haha ~
then went to watch golden compass quite nice le ~ dun wan be movie spoiler so dun wanna say much ~ if u wan a rating i gif it a 3 out of 5 stars ba ~ haha then went to mac n eat n chat wif chai ~ then went to chinatown walk walk n took train n listen to jay's song again ~ damn sad man ~ hais tmr working at 1500 i think i wont be home until late nite ~ hais friends i miss u all ~ i miss my poly life can i jus go back SP n study ! i wanna haf fun somemore ! =)

8:00 AM

Well yesterday went to sing K wif April at chinatwn using student pass =x evil me though its expire the person jus didnt spot e expiry date haha =x well k as usual Jay's song ~ April wont believe wat i told her ~ n nw she believe n i am a Jay's fan haha ~ but it seems like i sing most she didnt seems to sing much ~ well after tat jus went home n play PSP ~
Today slpt whole day haha ~ msn chatting express feeling ~ i think i m kinda of rushing but i wanna take it slow friends first n slowly ba ~ i dun wan end up scaring ppl away ~ lets see hw far we can go ~ if really cant go too far at least i m confident to haf a best friend =) well lately think alot keep wanna like haf a brand new life ~ coz stuck on e past for too long ~ i had been living in e past too long too afraid of being hurt. but i think i enjoy being hurt coz i m damn emo kid !
Well like i say b4 i yearn love but at e same time kinda of hate it coz it hurts me quite alots. Well but if those pain i havent gone through i wont be growing up like tat ba ~ i think i gting to noe more n more abt girls.
I am willing to be more patience n be a better man i jus tat her to haf faith in me =) ok i dun think too much. At least jus a best friend will do =) coz i m happy when i see ppl i love are happy ! I meants friends of coz too ! Coz i love my friends ! I really do =) thx ! I duno who is still reading this blog nw ! i jus appreciate u all from e bottom of my hearts ! Thank u !

4:59 AM

Yest work until kinda of late becoz e weather keep rain then cant complete e job ~ then stay until 9+pm then went home reach dinner n play PSP final fantasy ~ hais nth much la ~
Then today can see Alex they all at workplace coz all work same time so kinda of happy =)actually i can off but i dun wan coz i wanna spend time wif them coz quite awhile nv chat wif them ~then as usual lo today gt alot of briefing n then we went out eat haha ~ nic ~ then sit timothy car keep listen to jay lastest album la ~ of coz is e 4 fav ! Cai Hong,Bu gong yi de yue ding,wo bu pei and Zhui Zha de tian ying ~ duno y sing le until wanna cry but of coz endure la ~ but e prob is nw i m listening to those song n bu neng shou de mi mi ~ duno y i sing zhui zha de tian ying suddenly tears jus flow dwn so fast ~ hais
Desire for love but yet scare of being hurt ~ i duno ~ mayb of e past ba ~ but sometime i like e feeling of heartbroken ~ nv had e taste of love only taste of heartbroken n gting used to it ~
I really duno wat to do ~ sometime i wish i can be jus someone simple n had someone who i like n like me tat's all ~ is it a too big wish?

3:07 AM

Being quite awhile didnt blog coz lazy ba ~ then also like nobody reading it ~ haha well today surf net then saw something from MSN relating 5 ways to treat her right~
Well i copy n paste it ~ I think if i find tat her i really would treasure her alot n shower her lots of love =x Trust me i will be super duper nice when i find e her! =) Enjoy its is kinda of sweet !
“If a man wishes to win over a woman, he should be an excellent listener and also consider romantic settings and atmosphere,” says Susan Shapiro Barash, author of The Men Out There: A Woman’s Little Black Book. “If this man is willing to show his appreciation of this woman and make her feel special, that’s the key.”

But special is the tricky part, isn’t it? How do you show her she’s important to you without falling prey to clichéd expressions of affection? And can you integrate your faith into the mix? Let one woman give you her perspective: “You don’t really feel like he thinks you hung the moon if all you get is a rose you know he bought at the convenience store on the way over or a lame souvenir to acknowledge that you took care of his dog when he was on that business trip,” laments Sue Wong of San Francisco. “Being appreciated means you have to put some thought or effort into it.”

So, gents, here are some unique ways to show her how much you appreciate her:

1. Count your blessings.
“When blessing your meal together thank God for her, and be specific,” suggests Lex Miller of Omaha. “Honestly reflect on how she impacts your life.” One caution: You might not want to try this until you’ve been dating awhile. For early dates, perhaps give thanks for meeting new friends or something that’s sweet, not creepy.

2. Do something only she will appreciate.
Show that you really get her essence... even if it pushes you into new territory. That was the case for Kirk Sullivan of Santa Fe Spring, CA: “I just bought my wife Barbie clothes. She’s a wedding-gown designer who got her start designing clothes after she got her first Barbie when she was five years old. Not every man would want to buy Barbie clothes for his wife—but everyone can honor the course of his lady’s life that led her to be the wonderful woman she is today.”

3. Cite the Good Book.
If you want to go more traditional, “make sure that you truly communicate your appreciation by choosing a favorite passage from scripture and include it with the gift,” suggests Michael Whitley of New York. “I like Proverbs 31:10—‘Who can find a virtuous wife? For her worth is far above rubies.’” Again, choose a passage that’s appropriate for your level of commitment.

4. Carpet her world in cards.
“A friend of mine came up with this: On his girlfriend’s birthday, he would send her a card for every month they’d been together and put them in different places,” says Jon Caroulis of Philadelphia. “He’d mail a few to her at work, or her home, or leave them in a place where he knew she’d be.”

5. Take care of chores.
“Just as Jesus washed his disciples’ feet — a practice that at the time was reserved for the lowliest of servants — you could take on a chore,” suggests Frank Alberghetti of Miami. “Cleaning the bathroom, getting the oil changed in her car. You will be making a sacrifice that she will really appreciate and she will know that you are doing it on her behalf. This is even more powerful if you do it more than once—and always with conviction.” You could also just wash her feet. Very intimate, very sexy.

Putting any one of these ideas in motion will make you look like a thoughtful guy who appreciates the woman in his life. Doing more than one — or even all — will make sure you remain her Prince Charming even after the magic spell wears off!

3:30 AM

Yesterday meet Ah liang n Bryan at Sim Lim ~ wanna buy PSP slim there de but then find they all con here n there de la ~ dun wan say much gif up SLS so i jus bought Sony 4gb MSPD nia ~ Then went to amk ~ in the end find all so exp like tat then i find one shop jus console nia $308,Avelyn came then i tell her the prices coz she also interested in gting 1. then i dun care le jus whack ~ then no reciept de no warrant coz is mod -.-" i chose ICE silver coz is like kinda of unique ba ~ i love black but too many ppl using black i dun wan gt mix up wif others ~ After they we went for dinner at SUMO duno wat eat sushi then went ah liang de hse to gt Crisis core ~ then ah liang jie came back she funny lo ~ keep tell me jokes n very friendly sia ~ same as ah liang la ~
Then went home n jus keep playing lo ~ today morn work le then wait for kor to go Sitex to gt my monitor then he nt free liew ~ so last min nv tell me earlier ~ or else can Avelyn they all go Sitex walk walk ~ then spend whole day rot at hm ~ tmr gting it ba ~
Hais Anna seems to be very upset abt her buddy backstab her if i m nt wrong ~ i noe is really a big n painful thing to her man ~ though i duno hw she felt but i noe she is definetly upset n dissapointed ba ~ I tried to console her but it doesnt seems to help ~ All i can say no matter wat i m here for u coz i m ur friend ! A friend is someone who will share ur happiness n sorrow wif u ~ So nt jus Anna ~ My friends i m always willing to lent my ear to u all =)

6:29 AM

Reeve

My Friendster
Msn:Morven_lim@hotmail.com
17 Nov 84
Scorpio
Blood Type O+
6th May 08!! =)

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