Haha i really think alot ~ n i find tat i m really a big loser a big failure in my entire life! LOL ! My match today was OMG history of de goners ~ i cant kill LOL n my death rate is higher ~ n i saw something i nt suppose to see ~ HAHA ~ wat haf i achieve in my entire life? i guess its nth ! i gt no talent no money no look bascially NTH! i jus living alive so as to find reason of my existence ~ or haf i been living my life jus for nth. Mayb i shouldnt be in tis world at de first place~ HAHA nobody will understand hw i feel right nw at tis moment! Coz u r nt ME ! u will nv understand me coz i dun understand myself either. I am a bitch i bitch ard ! I cry like a baby ! I am gd at nth ! Why am i here!?
9:39 AM
Haven being blogging for wks i think at least 1month plus ~ life is still de same ~ super duper no life ~ money is gting lesser n lesser ~ sometime i m really tired feeling like quiting but i dun wan to be a nobody forever. So i keep tell myself i will do it no matter wat it take ! I have big dreamz which may since impossible to other ppl ~ but tat wat i wanna achieve in my life. I think i should really put much focus n effort on my hairstylist instead of other stuff.
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