Sunday, April 27, 2008
9 more days to freedom ! Hehe i really miss u ! ASP ! i m so afraid when i talk to u ignore me ~ yest i dream of u ~ i was talking to u but u seems to ignore me ~ i dun wan tat to happen i really like u ! i wanna spend e rest of my life wif u girl ! Sounds corny but at least tat wat my heart felt n tell me ~ ASP would u gif me a chance to love u~ take care of u no matter wat hold ur hand forever? Be share woes n joys together forever ~ hand in hand till e end of e world ! Would u gif me a chance! Pls !
2:18 AM
Thursday, April 24, 2008
Today actually was a gd day already ~ go medical check up everythin norm ~ everythin was jus so fine jus tat tmr they last min put me to 4am shift ~ thx to MR cheese bun Too ! Purposely change me lo ~ i ask him nicely can put some1 else ma ~ he jus straight away shout sia ~ then he say wat best planning le like tat timothy can drive us all ~ knn u think timothy driver ar drive here n there ~ no brains ! U wan shag me rite ~ nvm lo ~ u will gt retribution for treating me like tat ! Trust me ! Ppl who anyhw trying to think i a pushover will not haf gd life de ~ coz i will rmb it ~ once i gt e chance i make sure i sting u to death since u wanna play until lik tat ! I say already u treat me nic i double nic to u ! U cb attp or backstab me i will pay back double ! Dun think i will bow my head dwn to ppl like tis ! Wait forever also dun haf ! Believe me u will gt ur retribution for treating me like tat coz i did nt wrong to u !
4:51 AM
Tuesday, April 22, 2008
Today meet Avelyn to collect the gift i ask to help me to buy for Superior Lim de daughter birthday present though is a belated betta than nth ba ~ since she gt discount somemore =x then meet her le ask me go play amk de archade de basketball i totally cmi ~ she improve alot then i say u ask me play is to see hw much u improve is it then we play house of the dead 4 we both duno hw to play very fast die ~ then she went to meet her frend n i went home coz e shop i wanna go n buy some food close le ~ Sometime i believe tat ppl who offened me sure will haf retribution de ~ duno y tat person i dun like i jus keep cursing him n he will gt retribution de ~ my endure lvl can be high when ppl attp me ~ but dun push e limit when i already being nic to u ! I talk to u nicely dun come talk to me like i owe u coz i dun owe anybody ! Dun push e limit or else i make sure u will suffer =x
8:56 AM
Saturday, April 19, 2008
Today went to Recca hse coz his baby one month already =) wah his baby cute wor ~ then say alot of famailar face gt Yao ge ~ shifu ~ ah lam ~ elliot ~ fung ge ~ chai kok ~ they all ~ hehe damn happy wor ~ then his hse nic wor i like e piano ~ but i duno hw to play ~ so i ask timothy to play but he paiseh ba ~ food was nic ~ then ard 3+ we went to paul hse ~ wah he play guitar hero until quite pro le ~ i see like kinda of hard to play coz i suck at beat de stuff ~ then after tat we went to noble hse for e dinner ~ haha is ala carte buffert wah nt bad le e food all quite nic ~ dessert we had mango pudding, red bean paste wif lotus and hondeydew wif sago ! YUMMY !
9:32 AM
Friday, April 18, 2008
Quite sianz n tired today ~ work 9am but off quite early ard 3+ like tat hehe =) coz we chomp chomp curry po ma =x haha ~ wah then seat calvin de new fit ~ e lastest version de wah damn nic sia ~ i love e design le ~ wah e tachnometer damn chio ~ steering chio ~ he ask me chio then go buy la but i say i no money =( hw i wish i gt e money to buy one lo~ his car tint until jus nw lor ~ lovely la his car !
2:53 AM
Tuesday, April 15, 2008
ASP i saw ur msn ): i wanted to ask u wat happen but was afraid of u nt replying me ~ i duno y i haf being more n more coward already i dun dare express my feeling. I starting be more introvent le i duno hw ~ but i jus wanna be wif u ! Gif me a chance can !
6:18 AM
Sunday, April 13, 2008
ASP ! ASP ! Do u noe i m missing u? I really like you ! I want love e way u smile n everything. I wanna hold ur hand n be there for u wherever whenever ~ sharing happiness n tears together ~ wanna protect u kind for u love u be wif u ! If only i was more mature back then ~ hw far would we be gone to? I duno i jus cant let go of u ~ u hear tat suan ming de da shi i someone who cant let go of past easily i was hinting u but u dun seems like bz ~ could u gif me a chance to dote u to love u to care for u? I will love u wholeheartly coz u're the one !
3:57 AM
Saturday, April 12, 2008
All i can say today is a damn piss off day for me ! Have being keep on headachne and damn moody feel like going crazy ! Feel like go on rampage! Hais damn f up screw up communication ! I dun understand y mus i sms then ppl tell me they nt going le ~ wah liew if i nv ask u wan me wait until e whole nite? I mean haf some responsible le u noe i waiting y dun u take initiative to sms me first need me to sms u ~ fair to me or nt ? Hais i duno hw m i going to explain to superior lim abt absents of e grp of us ~ i m truly dissapointed coz i was looking forward to it ~ who noes it jus gone like tat ~ i wonder who am i to them ! Hais really dissapointed nth betta to say ~ HAF U ALL EVER THINK HW I FEEL ! WHO REALLY CARE ABT HW I FEEL ! Selfish !
2:20 AM
Friday, April 11, 2008
Tmr is superior lim de daughter birthday celebration Alyssa and Allyson ~ kinda of looking towards it =) Today work wif Yikun,Andy,Recca,Mr Zhang n MR Evil Soh ! haha today actually wanna walk in to workplace but then CAT 1 =x need to find transport in lucky saw Recca =) He was nice to drive us in thx u once again =) today work actually nt tat bad de ~ wat make me kinda of angry is e MR EVIL SOH keep target me ask me do this n tat he is obvious using his pwr of me jus becoz last time i say kenny was his pet ~ wat i say nth wrong ma ~ y he haf to hold on e grudge for so long so xiao qi ! i cant tahan him le always keep call me ~ then i announce thing correct he kick me wth sia ~ i wanna complain him abusive n violent ! If he dun stop abusive his power on me i gonna complain i say b4 i m someone hw u treat me i will treat u back double u treat me very gd i treat u very very gd back but u mess wif me i mess wif u double time ! Coz tat's a natural of scorpio ! Rmb nv offen a Scorpio they might look like nth but they are dangerous ! So respect us !
8:57 AM
Tuesday, April 8, 2008
This is 杨宗纬 de 洋葱 i find it meaniful hope u all enjoy !
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你会鼻酸你会流泪
只要你能听到我
看到我的全心全意
如果你能听到
心碎的声音
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沉默的等奇迹
沉默的让自己
像是空气
大家都吃著聊著笑著
今晚多开心
最角落里的我
笑得多合群
盘底的洋葱像我
永远是调味品
偷偷的看著你
偷偷的隐藏著自己
如果你愿意一层一层一层的剥开我的心
你会发现你会讶异
你是我最压抑
最深处的秘密
如果你愿意一层一层一层的剥开我的心
你会鼻酸你会流泪
只要你能听到我
看到我的全心全意
听你说你和你的他们
暧昧的空气
我和我的绝望
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专属的剧情
6:59 AM
Sunday, April 6, 2008
1 mth exact to freedom ! or should i say 30 days more ~ haha tmr gonna stay overnite at workplace wif charles =) happy overnite =) ! Haha kinda of exciting for 6th May to come last friday went for blood test ~ wah e person nt train de anyhw nia ~ scary lor i see him take my blood ~ Haha e bunch of us wanna gt a soccer jersey from diff country mine is portugasel i duno i spell correct or nt ~ i see le like quite nic le i mean e red 1 n white one ~ wah very high wor ~ but like kinda of exp le ~ the person anyhw charge de at first say tat row all $85 then suddenly say Nike $90.U all see e pic i upload nic or nt =)! My friends take care i love u all =)
6:39 AM
Thursday, April 3, 2008
Ppl say friends come n go? Hw true is it? What actually really is friend? Caring abt you is consider friends? Who really had e rite definition of wat friends really are? I jus wonder y sometime so call friends can jus quarrel over some small stuff which can be in e past ~ or talking bad abt each other behind each other bad! I find tat human are evil than being kind coz alot of ppl jus care abt themself ~ did they ever try to put into other ppl shoes? I admit i m sometime i m kinda of selfish but i do really put myself into ppl shoes but whoever try to put things in my shoes b4? i duno. I mean u dun really haf a right to judge hw smart or dumb a guy/girl is! U dun haf e right to judge whether wat he did was correct or wrong ! All i can say dun judge ppl wif jus e looking n ur own thinking ~ learn look deep inside ! I might sound like i m a saint like tat but i jus voicing out view of lifes! Like it or nt is ur fate!
3:53 AM
Wednesday, April 2, 2008
Hais haf u ever think of wat is abt life? There is alot things abt life ~ Different thinking diff view diff life ~ Some ppl always complain when they see ppl gd but they nv think of the ppl suffer ~ when other ppl suffer they at behind toking ur back n say orbi ~ wat is it? dun u think is childlish to be like tat? I mean everyone sometime suffer in dark then sometime jus cut slack then all start to make noise then when ppl suffer did u ever care for him? What make u haf e rite to say other? Talking behind ppl back actually is nt a gd thing n especially is spying someone n saying something which is untruth is unfair to e person. Like Me i was a gd example some ppl talk behind my back say wat i flirt la ~ Everyday diff girl drop blog tag for me. I mean wats wrong if my frend drop tag for me jus like drop for them ! I hate ppl gossip behind me especially related to girls. Coz is unfair to them n ME ! So next time if u wanna say something abt someone ! Think twice ! Isit fair to him or her? Dun judge things on ur own view always!
6:20 AM