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Tuesday, December 16, 2008

Hais i noe i keep do also nt gd ~ i noe i gif myself alot of pressure coz i wan to do things perfect too much but i like nt hardworking enuf~ i duno i also quite dissapointed wif myself nt able to do gd job n slow hais ~ always need ppl to help ~ hais i noe my skills still nt gd enuf ~ ppl jus learnt even betta than me i knew it ~ i really hate myself for being so weak so slow learner ~ especially my fingers are so dead ! Hais
I had lost de fighting spirit my moral ~ i feel tat i had achieve nth in my life ~ so far i had been living so dead ! sometimes i jus wanna be bang by car n die ~ sometimes i really wish i could be different ! i dun wan to be so weak!
My confidence lvl is going dwn n dwn i had no confidence in watever i do ~ i m too timid already hais~ i felt i am such a failure!!


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