Today early in the morning i had this sweet dream. I dreamt of her (ASP) coming my hse for dinner n was like asking me hw to do her hw n teasing me. Well the dream was so nice tat i had to being wake up and which i could jus stay in the dream. But i gonna face de fact tat will nv happen in reality !
Reasons why? Coz she will nv gonna gif me a chance ! And i dun haf de courage to face her. I and her is gting more n more stranger. Thought of the past which i can change ~ which we used to text each other much n kinda of msn ~ if she really think of it i had noe her for yrs ! At least abt 7-8yrs i m quite sure. Had crush on her for 3yrs. Guess she doesnt noe tat .
Well i screw it up also. I dun wan to mention here wat happen. I jus cant change de fact tat i used those harsh words on her. She told me she wasnt angry wif me anymore but i somehw i felt like de she still do hate me.I think i really to crazy over her tat i hide inside. Coz nobody noe everytime i jus tot i see her but in the end it wasnt her.
She and me is impossible unless she will gif me de chance. She someone i believe i really like but i dun think she bother abt it. Well seeing her smile make my day ! Well ok lets continue my stuff ! I went to zhong wei hse to do something for my buddy baobao coz its her birthday ! I nt going to say out wat it is jus in case she saw it.
Well take care my dear friends ! Believe me i love my friends deep inside ! You know that dun you. Ppl think i flirt but well i jus like being nice to girls coz i think girls are to be pamper ba.
7:30 AM
