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Thursday, November 15, 2007

These few days very moody always try to make myself happy but i cant ~ mayb coz of this coming sat ba 17 nov hais ~ is like it had become worst day of every year coz ppl usually are happy but i m jus the opp ~ hais tell me wat to do ~ i no longer haf any expectation coz always end up as dissapointment hais becoz of some ppl tat make so called special day become my saddest day ! Thx ar ! Feel like staying at home n rot jus pretend i duno e date coz i m sick of it !
Tmr mayb try to go pamper myself go orchard shop shop ! I start to think i dun need ppl to celebrate my birthday coz i think nth make me happy after so many yrs of dissapointments i duno ~ i would say it always e saddest hais ~ Being really happy is so hard for me ! Being sad is always the way i am ! My expression dun tell u hw i feel ~ i can haf a bad day but u see my face like =) but deep inside feel like bang dwn by car n escape from reality !
I jus like to escape from reality !


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