Monday, October 15, 2007
hais today work tat wei ren damn dulan la ~ duno help de lo ~ keep see ppl do then i angry then he scare then ask me to let him do ~ then i suan nvm la u senior le ma i junior le ~ i do i do ~ then he keep ask me teach me le ~ wtf ! dun pester me ~ then he ask me this qns is it tat everyone dislike me? i told him u ownself ask urself la ~ then i jus do my stuff ~ ask him come work wif me is fucking useless lor ~ coz become he supervior lor ~ keep see me do work nia nt paiseh at all ~ damn fucking sian lo ~ suffering like hell wif him ~ damn sick n tired ~ reached home emo again la ! FUCK always EMO nt sick ar ~ then always act brave ! Keep tell other ppl dun emo dun sad then why cant i tell tat myself ! I DUNO ! DUN ASK ME ! Mental Breakdwn ! Suddenly wanna listen to Hebe's 说你爱我 ~ then rip from CD n play ~ then PM Xuan frm mrn hor asking her whether her frend still wan the OST or nt ~ then i wait so long then she nw tell me say her frend dun wan ~ i mean wth ~ i waited for 2 wks le nw jus say a dun wan then jus a srry can help meh? Is nt my fault tat i dun wanna pass to her is she nt free n i nt tat free also ~ fuck jus waste extra money n drop the OST at one corner n rot lor ~jus my freaking luck lo ~ gt extra OST !
Love 说你爱我 ~ when to youtube to see the MV coz this song is wrote by Hebe then of coz she's the lead took some pic from the video ~ kinda of sad n emo ~ I think i really wanna let go of the past ! Kathleen,Emily and Shiping Xie Xie Ni Men De Mei Li de Moments wif u all ~ I will nt hold on to the past anymore coz i m damn sick ! I cant be wif them anymore coz i nt worth it ~ Mayb i dun worth for anyone also i duno ~ i noe they are happier wifout me ~ coz i make them sad or angry? wish i duno ! 说你爱我 ! Bu Keng Ne Le ! I will try to start a new life ~ nt clinging on the moments tat i enjoy ~ Zhen de xie xie ni men ~ i m srry i hurt u all too by saying meant words ~ but u all will nv gt to read this le ~ coz u wont care any single thing abt me x) it's ok ! I will live my life fresh i will start to find someone i really love n pamper her ~
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