不能说的.秘密日记簿

2010-05-03T21:22:00.000-07:00

Had been reading my blog dw past post! Time really pass fast .. Those fun I had with friends seems like yesterday. Now all had to be bz wif work and rarely meet up but once a frend forever frend unless de person do somehing hurtful! Friends should nv hurt friends! They are meant for each other!
Have been kinda of stress over work! Still trying be strong! Recently had a liking for someone but for the moment wanna Noe more abt her.I know my life is always full of obstacles but can I just have something gd n things I wan happen to me? God knows!

2010-02-22T05:37:00.000-08:00

Has been working abt 2wks le ~ but i always only had been doing washing hair ~ i noe things improve as they let me wash long hair ~ but i seems to haf prob making bubble instead of washing~ ok i start to dye some hair ~ but i kinda of like lost coz everything is so diff from wat i learnt ~ but sometime i feel like i am just working for de sake of working ~ where is de things i should learn n pract to become better ! I think i kind of lack of de correct attiude~ I lost my confidence in everything when i didnt win anything in the graduation show. Mayb i was too over confident ~ tat y i fall so hard ~ then i start to doubt my skills ~ At first when i cut n dye my model i was proud of it n sure it could at least gt one prize coz i wan a trophy ! But i end up didnt win ~ I was sad but i was happy for my friend who won also ! I really wan to be a professional hairstylist and earn alot. But i m lack of confidents ! I dun wanna tio stuck as assistance forever! I know assistance also a job but then i wan like i design ppl hair instead of doing things being told hw to do n wat to do! I know my skills now sucks i will pract ! I just hope pract can make it perfect !

2010-02-03T09:08:00.000-08:00

This is 爱不单行 by 罗志祥 . The song really sounds like me. Especially those bolds
找不到人说心里的寂寞
找不到人懂怕黑的折磨
找不到命中注定在一起的那个人
很多人都像我一个人过生活

爱只有简单笔画却比想象复杂
恨安定爱变化
我爱过几个人也被爱过几遍
却还是没能将幸福留下

爱是不可数的吗为何我还相信
它不是独行侠
我在等一个人在等我的永恒
告诉我爱不单行别害怕

用不完身边泛滥的自由
开始怕孤单是一种诅咒
羡慕我能飞的人为何在天黑以后
还是宁愿回到爱情那个枷锁

爱只有简单笔画却比想象复杂
恨安定爱变化
我爱过几个人也被爱过几遍
却还是没能将幸福留下

爱是不可数的吗为何我还相信
它不是独行侠
我在等一个人在等我的永恒
告诉我爱不单行别害怕

爱只有简单笔画却比想象复杂
恨安定爱变化
我爱过几个人也被爱过几遍
却还是没能将幸福留下

爱是不可数的吗为何我还相信
它不是独行侠
我在等一个人在等我的永恒
告诉我爱不单行别害怕

我在等一个人在等我的永恒
告诉我爱不单行相信它

2010-01-30T10:00:00.000-08:00

I know i had not being blogging for quite long. Mayb nobody will be read this but it doesnt matter i just need a space to voice out.Yeah I grad from kimage le then i gt Remedial Training and manage to pass my ippt. But i couldnt find a job until recently i work at bishan a neighbourhood saloon work 2 days nia i tio fired. The boss say nt much customers so dun need me. But i think coz i nt wat she expect ba. She tat day ask shampoo and blow dry for her. I wash nt comfortable and blow nt dry enuf. I know my weakness is shampooing and blowdry. I know my basic nt gd tat y i wanna work n train it. But tis boss seems to expect me to be stylist and want me to lie to customers tat i had been in this line for years. Which i couldnt do it. Then is like gt some customers then she nv tell me where to gt tis n tat and wat. She like expect me to know everything.
But i nt famailar wif de workplace at all so i duno de stuff. And i can see she is happy with me coz i cant help her much. Is like she also dare let me do. I wanna watch her do then she tell me dun stand next to her n see coz ltr ppl know i am learning. I was thinking i am here to learn not anyhow whack.She ask me seat down n use mirror to see. So i listen but i see her facial expression is like so unhappy.I cant communicate with her well.I can sense tat she is nt happy with me coz no customers then i only can seat there and read magazine coz really nth to do. I wanna wash towels she say too little. I wanna take towel in n fold she say ltr. I find tat i was wasting my time but i expect to endure 1mth at least coz i need money and some experience i nv expect she like tat fire me.
Is a gd and bad thing. Good thing is i no need endure the pain of doing nth n wait for time off the bad thing is i dun have pay and i cant gt experience. I didnt expect my life to be like tat just after i found out something that hurt me.I found out my frend is wif the girl i used to like.It happen again!I dont blame them. But i just cant tahan is the guy scold me vulgar during gaming and talk to me with an attiude prob. I kept quiet even i noe he is already with the girl i like. Then i cant stand it i just dun wanna see it so i delete them off.You may think i m childish but i just dun wanna see it nia.
I know that it always that which girl i like will nv like me. Always end up with others. I surrender already after so many cases. I dont expect anybody to understand how i feel. But i cant have love tat's the fact i gt to face. I only can see people holding each other happily while i am just standing alone at a corner.Mayb my previous life i break people's heart. So this life i gt heart breaks.Sometime it really hurts so much that i wanna gif up love. Now i dun dare to think of having anyone accompany me for the rest of my life. I am prepared to be single for the rest of my life. I know i yearn for love but i will nv have wat i want.Mayb tis is jus retribution for my previous life.
I know i am not some handsome guy or some rich guy i am also not someone who is super nice.But sometimes i do feel like why am i living in this world with pains. I only can see ppl xing fu but i will nv gt xingfu.I just hope my next life wont be like me now.

2009-11-09T06:18:00.000-08:00

Hasnt been blogging for quite awhile. Life was normal had a new haircut a week ago ~ here are de pics

2009-10-18T09:20:00.001-07:00

Hasnt been blogging quite awhile alot of up n down ~ dun wanna say too much abt it.
Here one of my fav song is by Boys Like Girls ! The LOVE DRUNK!
Enjoy

Love Drunk lyrics
Songwriters: Hollander, Sam; Johnson, Martin; Katz, David;
Hey, hey, hey, hey

Top down in the summer sun
The day we met was like a hit and run
And I still taste it on my tongue
(Taste it on my tongue)

The sky was burning up like fireworks
You made me want you, oh, so bad it hurt
But girl, in case you haven't heard

I used to be love drunk, but now I'm hungover
I love you forever, forever is over
We used to kiss all night, now it's just a bar fight
So don't call me crying, say hello then goodbye
(Oh yeah!)

There's just one thing would make me say
(Oh yeah!)
I used to be love drunk, but now I'm hungover
I love you forever, but now it's over
(Hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey)

Hot sweat and blurry eyes
We're spinning on a roller coaster ride
The world stuck in black and white
(Stuck in black and white)

You drove me crazy every time we touched
Now I'm so broken that I can't get up
Oh girl, you make me such a lush

I used to be love drunk, but now I'm hungover
I love you forever, forever is over
We used to kiss all night, now it's just a bar fight
So don't call me crying, say hello then goodbye
(Oh yeah!)

There's just one thing would make me say
(Oh yeah!)
I used to be love drunk, but now I'm hungover
I love you forever, but now it's over

All the time I wasted on you
All the bullshit you put me through
I'm checking into rehab 'cause everything that we had
Didn't mean a thing to you

I used to be love drunk, but now I'm hungover
I love you forever, but now I'm sober

I used to be love drunk, but now I'm hungover
I love you forever, forever is over
We used to kiss all night, now it's just a bar fight
So don't call me crying, say hello then goodbye
(Oh yeah!)

There's just one thing would make me say
(Oh yeah!)
I used to be love drunk, but now I'm hungover
I love you forever, but now it's over

Na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na
Na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na
Na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na
Na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na

Na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na
Na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na
Now it's over, I still taste it on my tongue
Na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na
Na, na, na, na, na, na
Now it's over

2009-09-13T04:25:00.000-07:00

I sometime really duno why i think so much. I always think of negative stuff too much. I really dun want to think so much but is like i cant help to think alot. Really kinda of suffering to think so much bad thing. I think i might really go crazy one day if i continue like tat. I serious duno what to do to stop it. What can i do n nt be so pess

2009-09-05T08:12:00.000-07:00

Quite long didnt blog. Sometime seriously i think. How the life you gonna live is all depends on you. It all up to yourself to make de choice. Ppl offen make wrong choices but they learn from it. We choose de way hw we want our life be. Nt letting fate decide. You cant let fate to bring you to wat u wanna do in life. You need to go for it ! Just like love ! ppl keep say fate will do everything! But has tis thought come to you ! If you never action like get to know more the girl or guy and hang out you will ever have de chance? Is jus like you ask for courage from god ! Do you think god will gif you courage or there will be some obstacles for you to train your courage? You are the one who is controlling ur life. You wanna be a begger so your life will be one ! You wanna be a killer so you will be. Is all about yourself!
Nobody is perfect in this world. So you will never find tat perfect person.Coz there is no perfection in fact. So being happy with wat u have is more impt instead of complaining wat you dun have.

2009-08-19T08:55:00.000-07:00

JUST DO WHAT YOU WANT LIKE NOBODY LOOKING AT U ! A song from confession of a shopaholic is just about doing what you want !

I feel like I got the world in the palm of my hands
It's like I'm with you when nobody else is here yeah
Me and you in here together are perfect
Just come a little closer o-o-o oh yeah yeah
Hold on to me, and feel the music
Free yourself tonight

Oh just do watcha want, watcha want
Like nobodies watchin'
Do watcha want watcha want
Keep the party rockin'
What what what
Give it up
Like nobodies watchin'
You know
The rhythms calling you
Lose control
The rhythms calling you

I can't seem to get this curiosity out my head
'Cause when I'm next to you, you make me wanna take you there
Whatever you need, you can find in me
'Cause I feel like boy touch me there
Chemistry is flowing, keep me going dont stop baby
Hold on to me, and feel the music
Free yourself tonight
[Calling You Lyrics On http://www.elyricsworld.com/ ]
Oh just do watcha want, watcha want
Like nobodies watchin'
Do watcha want watcha want
Keep the party rockin'
What what what
Give it up
Like nobodies watchin'
You know
The rhythms calling you
Lose control
The rhythms calling you

Calling you
Calling you

The rhythms calling you
The rhythms calling you
The rhythms calling you

Oh just do watcha want watcha want
Like nobodies watchin'
Do watcha want watcha want
Keep the party rockin'
What what what
Give it up
Like nobodies watchin'
You know
The rhythms calling you
Lose control

Oh just do watcha want watcha want
Like nobodies watchin'
Do watcha want watcha want
Keep the party rockin'
What what what
Give it up
Like nobodies watchin'
You know
The rhythms calling you
Lose control
The rhythms calling you

Oh just do watcha want watcha want
Like nobodies watchin'
Do watcha want watcha want
Keep the party rockin'
What what what
Give it up
Like nobodies watchin'
You know
The rhythms calling you
Lose control
The rhythms calling you

2009-08-11T03:51:00.000-07:00

Self awake session!
Hey Reeve lim Who the heck you think you are?
You are nth but a big loser ! U're jus some NOBODY !
So stop ur emoing over stuffs and stop thinking so much !
You know it suck to be you !
You have NOTHING !
NO LOOKS !
NO FIGURE !
NO MONEY !
NO TALENT !
U r jus some trash who trying to think u r nt one of de trash.
U r nt much betta than those beng out there ! U re worthless.
Nobody will care for someone like u !
Nobody will like someone like u !
Nobody will give a damn abt u !
U r just so wrong being alive in this kinda of Screwup LIFE !
GET A LIFE MAN !
Life suck coz of u mr reeve !
Ur life sucks to core! No girls like u coz u r nt gd enuf for any !
U r jus a guy suppose to be SINGLE n LONELY FOREVER ! Tat's ur fate ur life!
Face it ! No Girls will fancy u ! WAKE UP U JERK

2009-08-04T09:05:00.000-07:00

Recently my neighbour had just passed away. Do you know how he die? He was working late then he came back home and sleep in the midnight and never wake up again. Not cause by any disease or illness. He just happen to pass away so suddenly. Life really is short. You never what gonna happen to you tomorrow. So we should really cherish what we have and spend more time with your love one. Dont start to regret when they are no longer there or wat. Cherish every moment. Life can be stressful sometime but be try think it as a challenge to ur life. Obstacles make someone grows.

To be honest staying alive is a great thing. We might nt have the best thing. But being alive is great coz you dont know how many ppl are dying to stay alive against illness or death. So we should really whine too much about life. There is always someone worst than you and there is always someone better than you. So to me is better not to compare coz it will nv ending.

Everybody gt their own prob. But all things have two views ! One is positive one is negative! As you know positive is of coz optimistic thinking. Negative is pessimistic thinking. Is just like a devil and angel thinking. So something is just up to ourselves how we wanna lead our life.

Btw today i saw a couple elder who is still loving each other deeply. His wife wheelchair but he still took his time to take her wife for an haircut and when i cut finish for her. He really thank me from the bottom of his heart with a firm handshake.It really touched me. Its really enough. I mean sometimes it doesn't mean gifts or money to show ur appreciation. Its the way of the sincerity. I felt his sincerity. Money can buy alot of stuff true but there are always some stuff money cant buy.

Money cant buy LOVE ! If money can buy LOVE tat isnt any LOVE ! So sometimes u need to see things in a diff perception.Is just like tall building diff angle diff view. Sometime if u try to look thing in de another view and u will start to appreciate wat you had miss out.

I really miss her alot.I know she is busy with her exam so i didnt really wanna disturb her much. Wish her all the best i just wanna say i miss u ! i really do !

2009-07-27T04:31:00.000-07:00

I did a quiz abt wat ur charc wif birthday

Has lots of extraordinary ideas. Difficult to fathom. Think forward. Unique. Brilliant. Sharp thinking. Fine, strong clairvoyance. make good doctors. Dynamic. Secretive. Inquisitive. Know how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative. amiable. Brave. generous. Patient. Stubborn. hardhearted. Determined. Never quit. Hardly become angry unless provoked. Love to be alone. Think differently. Sharp-minded. Motivate self. Doesn't appreciate praises. High-spirited. Well-built, tough. Deep love, emotions. Romantic. Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest. Keeps secrets. Cant control emotions. Unpredictable.

Haha quite true ~ Sometimes i really like to be alone. I m always provoked by some frends keep annoying me ~ i mean there is a limit y do u mus make me angry then u all noe hw to stop. U think its funny keep laughing at me ~ but its nt funny to me at all. So pls dun push things over de line.

2009-07-21T07:37:00.000-07:00

I know i have been thinking alot lately ! Think of future of wat m i gonna be ~ kinda of stuck seriously though is clear tat i wanna be hairstylist but i starting to doubt myself whether i can do it or nt. I had lost my confidence in everything seriously ~ I really duno hw sometime i jus feel like giving up everything here n fly to somewhere else n start afresh but tat's running away from reality. I know i m nt gd looking nor rich nor talented. Basically i m jus somebody who isnt gd at anything. I know i m jus some useless guy who talk alot more than taking action.
It really suck to be me sometimes. I really look into mirror n scold myself why am i so weak ! U know de feeling of being so down? I trying to be strong coz i need to be strong. I need to overcome these obstacles i noe i m suck at alot of thing i trying to improve ~ i noe no ppl can see my effort but i myself know deep inside. My attitude towards learning is postitive!
I really miss her .. I m here for you whenever u need me. I want to see you being happy =) tat's my goal! Of coz my greatest goal is share happiness n sorrow wif u ! =) I miss u ..I really do

2009-07-15T07:18:00.003-07:00

Today it really isnt a very gd day for me~ i happen to serve an auntie who wanted a retouch ~ ok i did de consultation and prepared for the coloring ~ i did my sectioning properly and i noe wat i m doing but tis auntie jus dun trust me somehw ~ like retouch i need to brush de top n below ~ she keep saying i didnt apply de top only brush down ~ i told her i did n i show her hw i do she keep insist i just nw didnt ~ then i was like sianz already coz i really did wat is correct n like i was wrong . I was kinda of unhappy then she start to say i apply too thin nt thick enuf ~ omg i was like i use alot of colors i apply damn thick le i use abt 1 and a half tube for her hair already ~ i mean she really judge me until like i first time doing it then i start to gt piss off coz i dun like to being doubt~ then i do nv like messy duno y she keep take tissue n wipe n tsk tsk ~ then i gting more piss off ~ is nt like i anyhw then she like tat~
then i gt really piss off and wanted to ask lao shi to let other ppl wash for it.
Coz really like no pride doing it ~ coz is nt like i m new to it ~ she make me feel like i m shit i m so worst i m piss off n damn low morale. Then i walk off of coz she need to wait for de color to process~ then i tell laoshi de prob ~ then veeron n jj laoshi console me ~ veeron laoshi say i attiude ar ~ she say i like tat meet tis kind of customer mus show my "feng du" and finish it off ~ Then JJ laoshi say just smile sure can de ~ then i listen to them n cool dwn n i try to keep smile but instead of smile i keep laughing until like some crazy guy keep laugh non stop ~ coz i dun wan myself to be angry over such thing for too long soon i gt over it ~ then i wash her head ~ her head seems to be damn heavy then her hair keep stuck ~ then washing was ok i was gentle i even talked nicely ~ ok it happen to be abit betta coz she start talk to me abt hw long she come here n she noe laoshi here n there i jus oh okay. Of coz is from my heart la ~ then when come to blowdry ~ i did gt her she say she wanna blow tongs i was like huh then i ask laoshi wat is blow tongs ~ then actually is setting~
Haha then ok we gt 2 type of setting roller 1 is i duno hw to spell is like vercon or wat then she say will make her n stuck n pain she wan the another type ~ which i didnt really use much ~ ok tat's nt the main pt ~ setting of coz i noe wat to do ~ i mean her hair is quite dmg if i blowdry first it will be hard to roll ~ she keep like end up teaching me wat to do ok i endure then she shoot me say your teacher nv teach u meh ~ i also endure n smile n say ya they did ~ then i blowdry as wat she wan ~ then i start to do n she like qns me y nt higher end mus comb hor ~ i mean i noe wat to do ma ~ of coz i didnt show my unhappiness ~ then her hair is long n short so it tends to haf some hair out ~ then like keep saying y her hair out then i jus redo it for her~ then ppl offer to help then she like damn happy then i do she like nt happy keep saying me ~ then ask i hw long then say i like duno hw to do like tat ~ wah tis really hurting lor ~ u r like saying i duno hw to do when i noe hw ~ is nt i m those lazy bum sitting at sch do nth ~ i dare to say i m quite hardworking ~ i put in effort in learning ~ i did expect ppl to appreciate it but at least respect my work ~ end up i was like drop down to earth ~ damn low morale ~ i still endure ~
Then after the heating ~ take out the rollers she like super no patient keep take out herself~ then i wanna comb for her end up she comb herself n use hairdryer to style it~ to me is a big insult ~ coz it like i m useless i do nth ~ like she is de stylist liao i m assitant~ of coz laoshi do is diff coz they is correct n teach ~ but she doesnt care she jus do it ~ then i wanna gt de mirror n de spray for her end up she grab her mirror n make her ~ i was like hais super low morale ~ make feel like m i really tat worst? i nearly like damn low morale seriously coz to me is impt abt client satisfaction ! But nvm i will be betta next time ! I m nt gonna gif up my dream so easily ! I come so far i will nv gif up something i like so easily ! I am a dream chaser ! I mus fufill my dream ! GANBATTE NE ! I miss u..

2009-07-13T03:57:00.000-07:00

Recommending tis song by Green day Last Night On Earth

I text a postcard, sent to you
Did it go through?
Sending all my love to you.
You are the moonlight of my life every night
Giving all my love to you
My beating heart belongs to you
I walked for miles til I found you
I'm here to honor you
If I lose everything in the fire
I'm sending all my love to you.

With every breath that I am worth
Here on earth
I'm sending all my love to you.
So if you dare to second guess
you can rest assured
That all my love's for you

My beating heart belongs to you
I walked for miles til I found you
I'm here to honor you
If I lose everything in the fire
I'm sending all my love to you.

My beating heart belongs to you
I walked for miles til I found you
I'm here to honor you
If I lose everything in the fire
Did I ever make it through?

I find it quite nice n like the lyrics.Hope you like it

2009-07-09T08:15:00.000-07:00

Hasnt been blogging for quite awhile ~ well today is a special day to me ~ after alot of consideration and courage ~ supposely i wanted to make a confession on 30th june ~ but i find tat timming isnt really gd ~ but today i feel like is a last chance for me to express my feeling. I had been thinking on hw to say n plan on hw the things go ~ k i gt de kitty in mind just for her ~ coz i find it cute and lovely ~ i gt her the flower which is blue roses which i personally find it nice n rare ~ jus happen tat she like it too =) ok back to my confession well i was caught by her ~ so there isnt any big suprise for her ~ no.1 fail ~ then cat caught my tongue i was lost for words i didnt hw to talk i jus happen to say i have a confession u noe i really like u i hope u can gif me a chance. Supposely i meant to say something more like i wanna spend the rest of the time with you ~ enjoy laughter together comfort u when u r sad ~ wipe ur tears when u r crying. I meant i really wanna be there for her n want her happy! i jus duno y i cant say out tis ~
But its really my first time making confession to someone i like. Mayb u all might nt believe ~ i nv really make a confession to someone. I feel tat i wasnt sincere enuf i choose to face to face becoz i wanna show my sincere tat i really do care abt her and i m serious. Though i muster alot of courage. She ask whether i need an immediate answer i say no.
Coz i dun wan my confession end up burdening her life. I dun want stress her after all i know her probs.She told me she's not ready for an relationship yet ~ so i respect her descision i meant i cant really like force her to be wif me if she doesnt want. She mention tat let's be friends first then let nature take courses!
I respect it. Of course i was kinda of low coz i feel tat i wasnt sincere enuf.
But i just want her to know that i really do care abt her. I am serious abt her. I am nt like trying to gt a gf for sake of gting one. Coz she's different she is unique to me.I like her is nt becoz of her looks or figure or wat. Is my feeling for her is strong and i really feel some connection ~ i like her charc ~ i like who she is !
Of course i hope tat we could move on an relationship in the future. I am just afraid i might screwup coz i nt someone who is gd at wooing girls. She mention tat i wooing girls very si xin ~ i meant i just wanna gif the best to HER. Duno when will i see her again. Wish she could hang out wif me when she's free.
Anyway no matter wat most impt is still seeing her HAPPY ! Coz the way she smile really melts me ~ seeing her happy i will be happy too. So i m excited to see her !
Haha !

2009-06-28T07:10:00.000-07:00

pictures n pictures ~ let de pictures do de words ~ haha something u just gonna try b4 u really know the outcome!

2009-05-31T09:39:00.000-07:00

Haha i really think alot ~ n i find tat i m really a big loser a big failure in my entire life! LOL ! My match today was OMG history of de goners ~ i cant kill LOL n my death rate is higher ~ n i saw something i nt suppose to see ~ HAHA ~ wat haf i achieve in my entire life? i guess its nth ! i gt no talent no money no look bascially NTH! i jus living alive so as to find reason of my existence ~ or haf i been living my life jus for nth. Mayb i shouldnt be in tis world at de first place~ HAHA nobody will understand hw i feel right nw at tis moment! Coz u r nt ME ! u will nv understand me coz i dun understand myself either. I am a bitch i bitch ard ! I cry like a baby ! I am gd at nth ! Why am i here!?

2009-05-24T07:30:00.000-07:00

Haven being blogging for wks i think at least 1month plus ~ life is still de same ~ super duper no life ~ money is gting lesser n lesser ~ sometime i m really tired feeling like quiting but i dun wan to be a nobody forever. So i keep tell myself i will do it no matter wat it take ! I have big dreamz which may since impossible to other ppl ~ but tat wat i wanna achieve in my life. I think i should really put much focus n effort on my hairstylist instead of other stuff.
Who is still reading tis? I would like to say ty ~LOL

2009-04-12T08:24:00.000-07:00

Today went to Serangoon country club Jumbo restaurant for lunch as a advance celebration for bro's birthday. The food was so so for me ~ but i really like de lemon creamy king prawn's SAUCE nt de prawns LOL =x coz it has a really sweet n fragrance smell =D haha de chill crab nt bad also ~

Then after tat we went to turf city to shop. Supposely to look for scissors bag coz there happen to have a shop tat sell alot of hair saloon product n stuffs.But i couldnt find wat i wan so we went to giant ~ gt some stuff and then went home.

Then we had sakae for dinner. I had curry beef udon ~ it wasnt really as gd as i think. After dinner i went to buy devil who wears prada and 27 dresses LOL =x Didnt really watch it but i m sure tis two movie would be nice.Gimme a chance would you?

2009-04-11T04:47:00.000-07:00

Really didnt blog for weeks ~ i still wonder who still will ever come to tis dead blog haha ~ Well life is quite norm lor ~ has been always going for sch n courses ~ went for loreal course quite fun n gt some cute sounveir haha ~ and had my color darken~ n jus had a haircut on thursday ~ i guess it is quite nic look much neater n more MAN =x recently had been trying to keep fit by going gym thrice a wk ~ haha well it kinda of work.

Well i know i am someone who is really nt gd at expressing myself ~ i know i tends to make ppl misunderstand or dun understand me ~ but i noe one thing for such once i really fall for someone ~ i would really treasure her. But i always dun haf the chance of being wif the girl i like. It just happen i was too late.

Seriously i dun wan to gif up b4 nt trying. So i wan to try but i duno hw. I may appear like someone is full of confidence n high pride to be fact i aint. I am quite low self esteem. To be honest i see nth gd abt myself tat de pt tat make me feel so bad. I need to change n haf more self esteem. I really miss this someone.. I felt there is some connection in between us. I wonder hw she felt.. God could u gif me a chance to be wif her? Just a simple wish i want to be HAPPY !

2009-03-22T06:35:00.000-07:00

Haven blogging lately nth to blog serious ~ my life is jus so no life ~ go to sch n sat sun jus play wii ! super duper no life ~ man my life jus so no life! I gonna hit de gyms n do some execrise to keep fit ! haha to be honest i have liking for some girl but guess she wont like me ~ well shouldnt say too much i m jus cursed =P

2009-03-05T08:07:00.000-08:00

I duno y i jus felt tat properly i m de worst guy in the world! seriously i think i m tat worst! Y do i say so coz in my past experience i always cant gt de girl i like or i love~ to add on they rather be wif someone who cheat their feeling than being wif me ~ well thx god ~ jus happen tat i m always nt her bf i jus happen to be some spare tires or jus a best friend ~
Well mayb de girls are rite ~ i cant be a gd bf ~ i gt nth ~ no money ~ no looks ~ i am boring person ~ nt funny ~ well alot of bad pts abt me ~ simply no gd pts ~ guess they make a correct decision for nt choosing me ~ i guess my life is abt me one-sided love ~ being a silly fool and gt upset by myself ~ tat's jus my life ~

2009-03-03T08:18:00.000-08:00

Today i had a new haircut ~ hehe quite nice ~ i didnt really wanna had a haircut after violet keep saying cut my hair then nicer ~ haha ~ i choose May cut coz nobody to cut also =x but dun mean she nt gd la ~ then steve laoshi help me design hehe ~ my rite side short left side long ~ then my behind gt a degree slope dwn damn nice ~ i will try take pic n upload =x look more younger =x they say boyish haha

2009-02-19T07:58:00.001-08:00

Long time didnt blog was quite lazy to blog ~ Had been learning haircuting quite sianz i mean sianz in a way cant talk to ppl outside coz keep inside ~ =( but still nt bad la still gt friends inside classrm ~ friends everywhere in sch is fun =D haha ~ so sweet of Erica to bake some cake to let me have it ~ ty ! Isnt she lovely ~ she also did some muffins for de past few days coz i keep ask her for muffins ~ i really love her muffins ~ especially her nutella it taste damn sweet =D~
She's really gd at it ~ and she gd at cutting ~ she's seems to be so perfect LOL =x well if she see this i guess she gonna fly high. I love de cake she make today =D it is really nic =D haha i look forward for more of her baking food =x LOL hope i nt too greedy LOL!

2009-01-30T08:11:00.000-08:00

Today is my nephew's birthday suppose to go out for dinner end up calling pizza ~ we order 4 types of pizza quite nic ~ Pic are above enjoys

2009-01-21T07:15:00.000-08:00

Today early morning met up wif daniel at kovan mrt to go to sub court to sue doc ong as testify that we did nt vandalism her car. Coz she refuse to make payment to agency accusing us tat we scratch her car. So we are like to prove we didnt do such thing~

Ok we reached there quite early and was waiting~ she didnt happen to appear for quite long and it would be walkover. Then last min came a guy representing her~ then is like he keep insist we write a letter of apologise letter to dr ong and she will pay the money ~ but the prob is we didnt vandalism her car at all lor ~ damn angry tat guy pintpoint me and say gt witness tat u do it le ~ i was like wth ~ i didnt do it y he say gt witness say me do it. He say he going file civil court against me regarding me so call vandalism her car.

I say pls go ahead coz i nv did it. I say i should file a case on for slander me for nth. She duno accusation is a serious offends~ u cant anyhw accuse ppl wif a solid proof ~ and if the case happen to be lying she will face charges of making false report which could lead to jail. As it a waste of the police time n judge time. She dun use her brains she think sg is no law country. Jus use mouth to talk can le~ Singapore is a law by law country ok. U dun use ur mouth to talk only u need evidence. If u fake witness ur witness will ganna for lying n u urself will also ganna.

Was really piss off coz i hate accusation~ if really i do i sure will admit de ~ but i nt so stu to go vandalism her car lor ~ is serious offends lor ~ last time gt michael fei spray cars from america de also ganna cane. I nt so stu and i gt the money already coz the agency pay us first ~ nw is she own de agency money nt us ~ i dun haf time so free to go find her car somemore i dun rmb her car wat no. le lor~

2009-01-19T07:19:00.000-08:00

Today first day work at sigma's wife's saloon at queentown ~ so far nt bad la didnt help much le coz i cant cut ma ~ so help color n wash ~ much easiler than at kimage like tat jus tat this time nobody protect so mus careful lor ~

2009-01-12T08:29:00.000-08:00

Uploaded some korea food i had for my dad birthday it was 2 wks ago LOL =x n today i watch Red Cliff 2 i find it quite nice la ~ then fri i watch Ong Bak 2 i wont say very nic jus de action nic ~ Red Cliff 2 4 out of 5 ~ Ong Bak 2 3 Out of 5~ Then today went to archade to catch dolls ~ Spent $13 and catch de two Sitich isnt they lovely =D

2009-01-05T06:51:00.000-08:00

Had been quite lazy to blog coz there is nth for me to blog also. I super duper no life guy ! Haha ~ everyday surf net ,tv , cs and msn. That's is jus my retard life. Is nt i dun wanna go out or wat ~ prob is money and nobody to go out wif. LOL

Today low moral learn dye hair then ask vynn laoshi qns he say u ask so much for wat learnt hw to apply first ~ duno y today he like keep nt happy wif me =( coz i scare de color nt ok ma coz veron laoshi say de color mus same so i jus ask vynn laoshi he say didnt she teach u hw to see already =( then i apply another 1 coz de auntie keep say i apply too much then i tio say by vynn laoshi again " u nv use ur eyes to do things ar u apply like nv apply" wah super low moral lor ~ nt i wan de ma coz i duno ma ~ then de auntie also make me low moral

Coz she wan me jus use hand ma i nt so pro yet ma ~ then she end up take my hairdryer and anyhw blow her hair i see le damn sad lor ~ hais super duper low ~ u noe hw it feel like ur customer like dun wan ur service they rather do themself de feeling ma hais ~ i noe i m slow n i scare tis n tat ~ i too timid ma ~

Thank to NS make me more timid lao shi keep say i so soft like haven NS =( like saying i ah gua like tat. Coz i scare ltr use too much strength ma ~ =( hais low moral ~ always like no ppl praise my work all like find me cmi =( am i really tat bad?

2008-12-30T06:44:00.000-08:00

Had change blog title song for a more sad love song ~ sometime when we touched jazz mode ~ damn nic ! I rather hurt you now then mislead you to the light ! Yeah tat de ans i always gt ~ its telling me its impossible for girls to like me like tat. CHEERS ! I just love Oliva Ong's voice its make me feel ease and relax =D hope u can enjoy it

2008-12-26T07:31:00.000-08:00

Yesterday was the christmas ! To be honest i hate xmas n xmas eve coz it always seems so lonely ~ its kinda of make me jealous of seeing lovely couple. Of coz i wish i also could be like tat. But i guess i m hopeless ~ who will fancy someone like me? I gt nth gd i see nth gd in myself. I dun understand myself also and i had lost courage in myself so wat can i gif other? Been to Carol's blog keep listen to Oliva ong song L.O.V.E ~ then start to find more of her song and listen ~ it was really nic n sweet~ it make ppl wanna fall in love. But i jus cant step out. Who can help me? Myself?

Anyways those pic are meals i had yest at New York New York ! De food wasnt tat bad i had pizza and hot chocolate =D Enjoys hope u all had great fun ~

2008-12-23T06:30:00.000-08:00

Hasnt been blog too much ~ here are some pic of nic food hope u all like it=D i miss all my friends! =D

2008-12-16T07:24:00.000-08:00

Hais i noe i keep do also nt gd ~ i noe i gif myself alot of pressure coz i wan to do things perfect too much but i like nt hardworking enuf~ i duno i also quite dissapointed wif myself nt able to do gd job n slow hais ~ always need ppl to help ~ hais i noe my skills still nt gd enuf ~ ppl jus learnt even betta than me i knew it ~ i really hate myself for being so weak so slow learner ~ especially my fingers are so dead ! Hais
I had lost de fighting spirit my moral ~ i feel tat i had achieve nth in my life ~ so far i had been living so dead ! sometimes i jus wanna be bang by car n die ~ sometimes i really wish i could be different ! i dun wan to be so weak!
My confidence lvl is going dwn n dwn i had no confidence in watever i do ~ i m too timid already hais~ i felt i am such a failure!!

2008-12-09T08:10:00.000-08:00

Picture above is de starting color i dye last mon ~ then last fri is matt green de color darker de ~ nic rite =x sunday i went to expo and hi to carol coz she working there first time meet her in real life she really cute n sweet haha ~ then we shop ard then went home ~
Then today i bought de cheesecake i make to sch ~ =D i glad alot of them love it ~ hehe ~

2008-11-30T07:27:00.000-08:00

Been to sitex today with bro ~ quite crowded ~ then we look at cameras then look ard nth much cheap or nic to buy ~ so we walk abt 1hr+ we went to john little sales n start shopping haha ~ then we end up bought alot coz we find it cheap ~ haha then we went to changi village there to eat de nasi lemak ~

We takeaway n went to Changi Park sit dwn n eat n chit chat ~ then we went back to carpark gt 1 cb guy dress in dark ~ he cb knock my bro ~ then walk until very hao lian ~ then i dulan i shout out SIAO out loud then he cb like hum liao become slower n dun dare to turn back ~ cb lo knn de road so big y mus go knock my bro lucky my bro nth ar ~ somemore knock ppl no manner nv say srry ~

U nt happy also cant put ur anger on other ppl de ma ~ f sia tis kinda of ppl ~ should go to hell ar then tio toture ! cb eat until so old liao a sorry also duno hw to say ~ then still walk until so beng ~ pui la jus coward!

2008-11-17T07:17:00.000-08:00

Yesterday went to Gyu-KaKu to eat dinner so call a celebration for birthday coz i always wanted to eat bbq beef ! Wagyu meat oishi desu sho ! The ambience there quite nice ~ i would recommend u to try de premium wagyu ! dun try de steak although is expensive but too thick too cook ~ Pic are to let u see de foods ~ i would say quite expensive la ~ then today like i say already is de sad day la i duno y but always will emo on tis day de ~ but still need to thx to my mei,nu er n friends who text me n msn me ~ haha though someone duno my bd until i told her well i didnt expect her to rmb mine also la ~
Whole day trying to be happy keep trying to joke wif laoshi ~ purposely talk more today but deep inside duno y still emo ~ pamper myself wif upsize pepperlunch curry beef wif cheese ~ quite nic n cheap ~ de rice smell very nic ~ Well enjoys de pic =D

2008-11-14T07:54:00.000-08:00

Birthday coming but i nt excited at all ~ i think i hate my birthday ba ~ duno y tat day always seems to be a sad day ~ maybe coz 1yr older le ~ used to like look forward my birthday nw ~ i dun really like it ~ is like a day of toture to me ~i think i m a super sadist ~

Well had been learning n pratise more abt shampoo n hairblowing ~ my skills still sucks need to work harder ~ my hands are stupid so is my mind ~ i had a stupid face =D jus so stupid and clusmy ~ but i still wanna learnt ! Though i do feel deheartened sometimes but i dun wan to gif up ~ coz it is my dream ! can u understand my feeling?

2008-11-09T02:58:00.000-08:00

Small sis Joyce wan me to do this ~ so here i am

RULE #1 : People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themsleves.

RULE #2 : Tag 5 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by continue this game by sending it to other people.

1. Do you have secrets ?
- See my blog title?

2. Would you fall inlove with a gay ?
- Nv ! but les yes ! =x

3. Do you enjoy going to school ?
- Yeah ! I miss poly n sec sch life coz it was fun ~ when u grad then u noe study is stillde best ~

4. What would you do with a billion dollars ?
- Gt a penthouse ! a bmw ! a saloon ! lotsa of fashion clothes and accessories !

5. What is your view towards love ?
- Is so near yet so far ~ Is like love and me no fate

6. Which is more blessed , loving somone or being loves by someone ?
- Being loved by someone ba ~

7. List out 15 person whom you can think of now . ( not in order )
1. Xiao Mei
2. Xiao Xiao Mei
3. Da Mei
4. Shiping
5. Emily
6. Carol
7. Miki
8. Sarah
9. Joyce Small sis
10. Baobao
11. Eeleng
12. Sandra
13. Susanti
14. Jing Rui (nephew)
15. Hebe =x

8. If the person whom you loved once or now is attached , what will you do ?
- Wish her de best n hate myself ba ~ coz she will nv love me =D

9. Is there anything that has make you extremely happpy ?
- I dun think so my life wasnt happy enuf ba

10. What makes you angry?
- Myself

11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time ?
- A guy whois single and mayb a famous hairstylist?

12. Who is currently important to you ?
- Friends and family =D

13. What is the most important thing in life ?
- Her (When i found her)

14. Single or attached ? With who ? Why him/her ?
- Single coz nobody wan =*(

15. Favourite colour ?
- Black ba ~

16. Would you give it all in a relationship ?
- YES

17. If your ex who once hurt you deeply wants you back, What will you do.
- I think i easy 4give ppl ba ~ but depends on wat she did

18. How are you feeling right now ?
- Bored

19. Love or like ?
- Love .

2008-11-04T06:57:00.000-08:00

Yesterday was the first day of my hairstylist course~ was thrilled at the same time afraid coz scare this n tat ~ scare i cant cope ~ then very funny de person ask me go inside wait then end up i go wrong grp ~ n start lesson wif de apprentice grp ~ i was shock wor coz my head was shampoo but at least nt bad la coz like make friend wif de aprentice ~

Then de senior there bring me de school adminstator n pass me my stuff for de modules i attending ~ i was shock my class 4 ppl include me =( 2 guys module 1 nia ~ then another lady 1-4 module somemore part time =*( i was like omg sian soon i alone =*(

Anyway 1st day we learnt on hw to draw hairline using comb ~ wah nt easy for me coz i nv really comb for ppl plus i dun use comb much use hand ~ i keep pratise of coz i see the shifu so li hai damn fast i damn slow i was upset but i nv tot of gif up la ~ so i keep pratisce drawing de line ~ i still nt used to it i wish someone wif shoulder length hair let me pratisce =x

Then today i learnt hw to hairdry long hair straight using denman comb ~ nt easy le coz mus hold de hairdryer n de comb when u draw de line n then u clip n dry it straight ~ cant too dry ~ wah i really suck at drawing de hairline n my hands abit retard no so smooth but then i start catch abit of de tips ~ i kinda of manage to make de hair really straight alot ~ but took me quite awhile i hear de exam nt easy to pass coz the hair need 100% dry n ur hair cant be too dry ~ then straight ~ i kinda of felt worried ~ i really need more pratise i think i had no talent in it ~ so i need to put in more effort in it !

I telling myself i need to work harder than ppl ~ tat y i didnt bother abt when de guy who stop n talking wif his friend i jus concerate to do my stuff ~ i keep spray make it wet n dry it again i keep repeat until my bottle almost empty ~

But i think i really encouragement alot ~i hope very soon there will a grp of friends who also move on same progress wif me coz i felt so lonely ~ i believe gt same grp of friends who had de same interest improvement will be higher coz can discuss and ask ~

2008-10-28T05:00:00.000-07:00

说好的幸福 de lyrics this song really i love it damn sad ~if u can understand tis song u understand my feeling~

你的回话凌乱着
在这个时刻
我想起喷泉旁的白鸽
甜蜜散落了

情绪莫名的拉扯
我还爱你呢
而你断断续续唱着歌
假装没事了

时间过了走了
爱情面临选择
你冷了倦了我哭了
离开时的不快乐
你用卡片手写着
有些爱只给到这
真的痛了

怎么了你累了
说好的幸福呢
我懂了不说了
爱淡了梦远了
开心与不开心一一细数着
你再不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻
我都还记得

你不等了
说好的幸福呢
我错了泪干了
放手了后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢

你的回话凌乱着
在这个时刻
我想起喷泉旁的白鸽
甜蜜散落了

情绪莫名的拉扯
我还爱你呢
而你断断续续唱着歌
假装没事了

时间过了走了
爱情面临选择
你冷了倦了我哭了
离开时的不快乐
你用卡片手写着
有些爱只给到这
真的痛了

怎么了你累了
说好的幸福呢
我懂了不说了
爱淡了梦远了
开心与不开心一一细数着
你再不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻
我都还记得

你不等了
说好的幸福呢
我错了泪干了
放手了后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢

怎么了你累了
说好的幸福呢
我懂了不说了
爱淡了梦远了
我都还记得

你不等了
说好的幸福呢
我错了泪干了
放手了后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢

2008-10-27T07:32:00.000-07:00

This is my fav song of Jay's Lastest album coz damn sad it speak my heart ! Enjoys
周杰伦说好的幸福呢

2008-10-26T08:41:00.001-07:00

I did this handwriting analysis quite true =D read it and u will noe me more ba =D
if u wanna try pls go http://www.handwritingwizard.com ENJOYS

Welcome Reeve Lim, here is your handwriting analysis.

Reeve is moderately outgoing. His emotions are stirred by sympathy and heart rendering stories. In fact, he can be kind, friendly, affectionate and considerate of others. He has the ability to put himself into the other person's shoes.

Reeve will be somewhat moody, with highs and lows. Sometimes he will be happy, the next day he might be sad. He has the unique ability to get along equally well with what psychology calls introverts and extroverts. This is because he is in between. Psychology calls Reeve an ambivert. He understands the needs of both types. Although they get along, he will not tolerate anyone that is too "far out." He doesn't sway too far one way or the other.

When convincing him to buy a product or an idea, a heart rendering story could mean a great deal to him. He puts himself in the same situation as the person in the story, yet he will not buy anything that seems overly impractical or illogical. Reeve is an expressive person. He outwardly shows his emotions. He may even show traces of tears when hearing a sad story.

Reeve is a "middle-of-the-roader," politically as well as logically. He weighs both sides of an issue, sits on the fence, and then will decide when he finally has to. He basically doesn't relate to any far out ideas and usually won't go to the extreme on any issue.

Reeve tends to write a bit smaller than the average person. When a person's letters are small and tiny, this indicates an ability to focus and concentrate. This character trait is a huge asset in careers like math, science, race car driving, and flying planes. However, if Reeve writes tiny all of the time, he will also display characteristics of someone who is socially introverted. Reeve will often sit on the sideline and watch others get the attention at parties. he might be willing to open up and be warm, but only in small groups or a select group of people. When he is busy working on a project, it is common for all other noises and distractions to just fade away and his ability to focus is incredible. When he says "he didn't hear you", he really means, he didn't hear you.

Reeve will demand respect and will expect others to treat him with honor and dignity. Reeve believes in his ideas and will expect other people to also respect them. He has a lot of pride.

Reeve will be candid and direct when expressing his opinion. He will tell them what he thinks if they ask for it, whether they like it or not. So, if they don't really want his opinion, don't ask for it!

In reference to Reeve's mental abilities, he has a very investigating and creating mind. He investigates projects rapidly because he is curious about many things. He gets involved in many projects that seem good at the beginning, but he soon must slow down and look at all the angles. He probably gets too many things going at once. When Reeve slows down, then he becomes more creative than before. Since it takes time to be creative, he must slow down to do it. He then decides what projects he has time to finish. Thus he finishes at a slower pace than when he started the project.

He has the best of two kinds of minds. One is the quick investigating mind. The other is the creative mind. His mind thinks quick and rapidly in the investigative mode. He can learn quicker, investigate more, and think faster. Reeve can then switch into his low gear. When he is in the slower mode, he can be creative, remember longer and stack facts in a logical manner. He is more logical this way and can climb mental mountains with a much better grip.

Reeve is a practical person whose goals are planned, practical, and down to earth. This is typical of people with normal healthy self-esteem. He needs to visualize the end of a project before he starts. he finds joy in anticipation and planning. Notice that I said he plans everything he is going to do, that doesn't necessarily mean things go as planned. Reeve basically feels good about himself. He has a positive self-esteem which contributes to his success. He feels he has the ability to achieve anything he sets his mind to. However, he sets his goals using practicality-- not too "out of reach". He has enough self-confidence to leave a bad situation, yet, he will not take great risks, as they relate to his goals. A good esteem is one key to a happy life. Although there is room for improvement in the confidence catagery, his self-perception is better than average.

Reeve has a temper. He uses this as a defense mechanism when he doesn't understand how to handle a situation. Temper is a hostile trait used to protect the ego. Temper can be a negative personality trait in the eyes of those around him.

Reeve has a healthy imagination and displays a fair amount of trust. He lets new people into his circle of friends. He uses his imagination to understand new ideas, things, and people.

For a graphologist, the spacing on the page reflects the writer's attitude toward their own world and relationship to things in his or her own space. If the inputted data was correct Reeve has no white space or margins on a typical sheet of paper. Reeve fills up every last inch on the top, right, left, and bottom. Hmmm. If this is true, then Reeve has a very aggressive personality toward others and quite frankly lacks a bit of respect for the space and property of other people. I would be surprised if Reeve just comes into someone's home and helps himself to a drink in the refrigerator. This can be both an obnoxious personality trait and it can be assertive and effective in getting what you want. There isn't much fear of getting in trouble here, Reeve finds plenty of reasons to break the rules and get in trouble. (Okay, perhaps when he was younger, not anymore?) Basically, people with no margins are a handful.

2008-10-24T03:58:00.000-07:00

I going to intro jay de 稻香 to you all ~ coz its encourage ppl nt to gif up their life ~ i always tried to tell ppl nt to emo nt to sad but guess they jus find me busybody ba ~ well mayb too kpo for ppl lo ~ they dun seems to appreciated wat they had so i also cant do anything hope they listen de song n read de lyrics will live better coz i dun wan any of my friends sad ~ Btw i reg for hairstylist course at kimage ~ =D Below is de lyrics read it and understand it hope it help u ! But my fav song is 说好的幸福 cause it say speak my hearts~

对这个世界如果你有太多的抱怨
跌倒了就不敢继续往前走
为什么人要这么的脆弱堕落
请你打开电视看看
多少人为生命在努力勇敢的走下去
我们是不是该知足
珍惜一切就算没有拥有
还记得你说家是唯一的城堡
随着稻香河流继续奔跑
微微笑小时候的梦我知道
不要哭让萤火虫带着你逃跑
乡间的歌谣永远的依靠
回家吧回到最初的美好
※music※
不要这么容易就想放弃就像我说的
追不到的梦想换个梦不就得了
为自己的人生鲜艳上色
先把爱涂上喜欢的颜色
笑一个吧功成名就不是目的
让自己快乐快乐这才叫做意义
童年的纸飞机
现在终于飞回我手里
所谓的那快乐
赤脚在田里追蜻蜓追到累了
偷摘水果被蜜蜂给叮到怕了
谁在偷笑呢
我靠着稻草人吹着风唱着歌睡着了
哦哦午后吉它在虫鸣中更清脆
哦哦阳光洒在路上就不怕心碎
珍惜一切就算没有拥有
还记得你说家是唯一的城堡
随着稻香河流继续奔跑
微微笑小时候的梦我知道
不要哭让萤火虫带着你逃跑
乡间的歌谣永远的依靠
回家吧回到最初的美好
还记得你说家是唯一的城堡
随着稻香河流继续奔跑
微微笑小时候的梦我知道
不要哭让萤火虫带着你逃跑
乡间的歌谣永远的依靠
回家吧回到最初的美好

2008-10-15T05:32:00.000-07:00

Yo! Hasnt being blogging for a while. Haha life isnt very good. Just started to find job ~ Well haha i guess is i should really stop thinking of the past. I am stuck for too long le ~ There is nth i can do i guess haha. I think she is happier in the way she is. Time to move on! haha

Maybe i am nt worthy enuf at all for anybody ba. Hahaha so i guess staying single should be my life ba. Yosh ! Ganbatte ne ! Thought i hate to admit it guess i m quite a failure ba. Hahaha i think i betta put my focus on career n money. LOVE aint my stuff LOL ~ I guess i only can love myself ba. Hahaha

I need to tell myself tat wifout her i can still be myself ! I wont keep thinking of hw nice was de past anymore. Cause its over ! I will dump it into de sea coz it wont turn back anymore. U wont come back and nv will be the same.Thank you. Sayornara memories !

2008-10-10T01:58:00.000-07:00

Tuesday i past buddy the cheesecake i make~ it wasnt very nice ba coz my first time make. From wat i see from buddy de blog should be really nt nice. Well guess next time betta dun make any food for ppl betta. Ltr end up eat le gt any problem. Felt quite dishearted but nvm i think is the first n last time ba. The next day i make myself a strawberry chessecake becoz i nv really try de taste b4 i make de~ so above are de pics. Oreos 1 is buddy birthday present. Strawberry for myself. Enjoys

2008-10-06T07:30:00.000-07:00

Today early in the morning i had this sweet dream. I dreamt of her (ASP) coming my hse for dinner n was like asking me hw to do her hw n teasing me. Well the dream was so nice tat i had to being wake up and which i could jus stay in the dream. But i gonna face de fact tat will nv happen in reality !

Reasons why? Coz she will nv gonna gif me a chance ! And i dun haf de courage to face her. I and her is gting more n more stranger. Thought of the past which i can change ~ which we used to text each other much n kinda of msn ~ if she really think of it i had noe her for yrs ! At least abt 7-8yrs i m quite sure. Had crush on her for 3yrs. Guess she doesnt noe tat .

Well i screw it up also. I dun wan to mention here wat happen. I jus cant change de fact tat i used those harsh words on her. She told me she wasnt angry wif me anymore but i somehw i felt like de she still do hate me.I think i really to crazy over her tat i hide inside. Coz nobody noe everytime i jus tot i see her but in the end it wasnt her.

She and me is impossible unless she will gif me de chance. She someone i believe i really like but i dun think she bother abt it. Well seeing her smile make my day ! Well ok lets continue my stuff ! I went to zhong wei hse to do something for my buddy baobao coz its her birthday ! I nt going to say out wat it is jus in case she saw it.

Well take care my dear friends ! Believe me i love my friends deep inside ! You know that dun you. Ppl think i flirt but well i jus like being nice to girls coz i think girls are to be pamper ba.

2008-10-03T03:00:00.001-07:00

There are wat i had on 1st oct dinner quite nice and not very costy =D enjoys ~ btw i will be jobless soon coz i jus quit my job soon coz i m nt happy working with it.

2008-09-29T04:21:00.000-07:00

Yesterday went to see de F1 live for free ~ coz Marina walkway can see it for free ~ hehe pic above. Enjoy I took myself de =P.

2008-09-22T06:16:00.000-07:00

Hasnt being blogging here some pic i took on fri poly de gathering ~ hehe had some fun wif old frend ~ then eat fish & co seafood platter =D hehe then sunday go mei hse fix modem n install sim ~ then today like nt feeling well ~

2008-09-16T10:13:00.000-07:00

Had been thinking quite alot these few days. I really feel so down so bored. Was kinda of de pit of my life. But when ever i think hey ~ i gt food to eat ~ computer to use ~ a roof on top of my head ! i gt music to listen and tv to watch. I can buy something i want sometimes.Then i was like hey it is too bad after all. Sometimes everything had 2 views only ! Believe me or not ! One is the postitive ! Another one is the negative.

To be honest i m a super duper negative person. Well i always push ppl but sometime i jus cant push myself. Is like a counselor can counsels other but not himself. Well i duno sometime i really jus wan a brand new life. I really want to had more friends !
I think i had been cut from the social seems NS. My msn wasnt so bz anymore. Tell me why?

2008-09-12T05:47:00.000-07:00

Work Work Work ! Nwadays last to blog ~ post pic let de pic talk ~

2008-09-04T02:25:00.000-07:00

This few days had been rotting at hm gaming n resting ~ next mon start work for ah liang sis ~ do sales ~ today avelyn birthday until afternoon then i notice 4th sep le ~ so i wish her birthday late ~ she say she was surprise i will msg her LOL ~ hey i nt so xiao qi de la ~ i only hate those ppl backstab me like some1 behind me talk bad abt me ~ he himself noe ~ u sure will gt retribution de ~ somemore think he very big everytime rude to me ~ jus wait retribution will fall on u !

Today i went for a haircut coz wanna feel fresher as i felt my hair quite out of shape ~ so i went to kimage had a haircut by a china guy ~ wah he quite stylish le ~ then i had small chat wif him ~ i quite pls wif de hair ~ so i took some pic ~ which are more kuso type ~

2008-08-30T04:54:00.000-07:00

Tuesday i went to sg flyer and climb to the half of the sg flyer the two towers ~ U can see the pic is taken from the place i climb ~ Tis whole week was my last wk coz i told my boss i will work until end of tis mth ~ coz i cant stand de ulu padan de environment ~ i dun think alot of ppl can stand it ~ coz it really full of dirt,dusty and smelly~ i bet u dun wan to stay for the whole day ~ But i was ! N it was a last min notice ~ n i went to tat place wifout extra clothing to go hm ~
So that i went hm wif de full of sweat t-shirt and all full of dirt n dust de jeans back hm ~ at the bus i felt i gt a smelly smell ~ i felt so stinky ~ i guess ppl beside me felt so too ~ and then the boss is too calculative le ~ dun wan to comment much abt it ~ coz small coy are more calculative de ~
Ok today i went to the RSAF open hse wif Alex,Bryan,Kenny and Timothy ~ we walk ard n saw famailar face and we had small chat n walk ard ~ then we had some freebies ~ then we went to hougang plaza to had sushi ~ bryan had something on so he left ~ then we did some catch up ~ n then we pool and went hm ~

2008-08-23T05:09:00.000-07:00

This whole was work work work n work ~ was so sianz time seems to be pass very slow ~ mon went to sg flyer to talk some business it was my first time there ~ follow my boss there ~ and next day we went to keppel building for some big ship coy meeting.

Then wed had to wake up early to go for a safety course at tuas ~ wah damn tired wor ~ lucky de course 1hr finish ~ then i went to do my work ~ n then wait for 1hr+ n had my lunch ~ after tat my colleague came n went to do other job ~

Thursday my boss ask me to drive de lorry to tuas la to work ~ then i was like sianz coz i nv drive b4 lorry but seems to be quite fun ~ then we had lunch ~ and we drive dwn to sentosa to Rasa hotel suppose to fix something but we aint able to fix due to de design of e rotor ~ So we drive back ~ my boss wasnt very please wif my driving coz i seems to driving fast n unable to maintain well ~

Then when we was abt to turn right to coy ~ a bus suddenly came very fast ~ then it keep horn me n than my boss keep shout careful careful ~ make me also scare sia ~ or else i wont so scare de =x haha i quite long nv drive la ~ so kinda of sux plus i kinda of did on purpose =x so he wont allow me to drive alone =x

Then fri i n my other colleague work together i felt much relieve ~ haha but we keep go wrong place end up touring whole singapore. then yest nite dinner out wif family and went to marina country club to watch the firework quite nic wor nv take pic coz too far ~ well i duno who is still reading my blog =D thx for reading

2008-08-17T05:52:00.000-07:00

Life has not been really gd nor bad ~ working was kinda of sianz n tiring ~ hais kinda of regreting gting tis job ~ coz really very dirty job n i hate nuts n bolts actually ~ then last mon i went those incremental plant ~ damn dirty n smelly ~ then had to carry boxes of greases bottle up stairs n dwn stairs ~

Had problem breathing coz de dust is too dusty ~ wah then make my jeans n shirt dirty ~ hais ~ then very unhealthy working in tat enviroment ~ will die earlier ~ i nearly wanted to quit so badly ~ but i jus endure lor ~ damn sianz becoz of money i doing something i dun like hais ~

Then life was like so lost like tat. Hais ~ i think i m nt suitable for tis job ~ coz i sux at nuts n bolts~ then i duno y i like super low morale keep thinking of quiting ~ then like also dun wanna quit coz no money n nt easy to find another job ~ but i want like straight away go for my hairstylist course but then no money for meals this all le ~ hais if only i m rich ~

2008-08-11T07:22:00.000-07:00

Let e pic talk =D

2008-08-06T05:30:00.000-07:00

Hasnt been blogging for quite a long time ~ had been bz wif work la and nth much to blog =( hais life seems so boring ~ btw these few days work n then help mei fix new com ~ coz brokedwn ~ haha i took 3 days to fix everything ~ LOL thx to Mickey and Zhiming ~ haha =D then keep disturb meimei they all =x coz keep go their hse ~

LOL ~ then we go out eat la watch tv la chit chat ~ quite fun wor even though it is so simple =D haha when i free i upload pics =D take care my frends i noe it has been dead for quite awhile=D i will try to post more~!

2008-07-28T00:37:00.000-07:00

My dear blog it had been a week since i last blog ~ Last week had been going for interview. Sat and sunday meet friend to go out. Sat was a dinner at HK Cafe at kovan it was like a last min outing. Friends who attended are all my CS friends. Gt me,deffy,darky,t.g & xrl.

Haha quite fun la ~ we order food n then we keep chit chat abt CS. But still quite happy LOL ~ then i say when i hold CS outing mostly is really talk abt CS de. So always outing cfm CS here n there. LOL though i,deffy n darky talk until very high then t.g n xrl more quiet ~ haha guess they was bored by us =x

Then nextday few of us meet hyde which is also my CS frend from malaysia ~ he bought his frend frank i nt sure hw to spell his name. Wen didi n deffy also came ~ We went to taka coz hyde wanted to buy Royce chocolate for his friends. After that we went for a coffee session at starbucks.

After tat we walk to heeren had a small walk ~ we stuck inside HMV quite long but soon hyde n his frend need to go meet their frend. Then we bid gdbye n went hm ~ then i go hm had dinner n watched fearless.

Then today woke up early to pass e key to workshop then slp again. Then e coy i interview call me ~ ask me wed go sign letter of appointment fri start work. but offering me at $1700 for first 3 mth trial ~ after tat then see hw ~ then i duno y say ok ~ after tat OCBC called ! wth so long then call me to tell me ~ e pay is higher it is $1750 abt same working time ~

But then i say srry i gt job already then no choice. Then went back to slp like a pig ~ LOL ~ but kinda of sianz thinking of work also =x No work no money tat y sian. If only i was rich =x

2008-07-21T01:22:00.000-07:00

20 July 2008
After that all the cake thing quite late le so i ton over there ~ call dad tell him i will be staying over there for 1 nite ~ then we watch tv until quite late then slp ~ then we inside the rm talk abt juon la ~ eerie stuff ~ then we all soon slp ~

Then i keep haf funny dreams. Keep dreaming they all call me wake up to eat breakfast or watch tv la ~ then gt 1 dream is a music i nv hear b4 then come from my phone ~ then i go see it ~ is a msg from . . inside the msg was ........... and nt jus one msg quite a few ~ then i go back slp again. But tat was a dream cause my phone no batt =x LOL ~

Then ard 12am then i woke up ~ wah they both woke up earlier than me wor ~ LOL ~ then we went out to compass pt for lunch. I nv had lunch at Soup Restaurant b4 ~ then we order quite alot but manage to finish it =) then we went to shop ard ~ i bought car for Jing Ru Coz i told him i will gt it for him =)

Then we went home n play uno stacko ~ very luan wor ~dun really noe e rules but then starting was fun ~ then soon like very sianz wor ~ then we watch batmans begins ~ quite nic =) but ch5 should play batmans begins first ma !

19 July 2008

Xiao Xiao Mei(Er Mei) De birthday !=) Today is Xiao Xiao Mei Birthday she want me call her Xiao Xiao Mei coz she say er mei sounds funny =x LOL ~ then me n xiao mei n xiao xiao mei met went to kovan de New York New York ~ I had Hawaii Chicken Chop~ Xiao Mei had fish & Chips ~ Xiao Xiao Mei had BBQ spare ribs~

After the food. We went to PS for our dark knight movie !!! Xiao Xiao Mei booked the ticket 3 days in advance le =) haha gd seating. Wah e advertisment was damn long wor ~ then beside me gt 2 guys keep saying Singaporean had no creativity ~ i was like wth ~ cant u keep quiet ppl are watching e ads. Then E guy next to me seems like to wanna take over my seating space so i purpose strecth myself to the max =x

Haha ok nw back to the batman dark knight. Story line was gd. The plot is there. But the most score pt is nt batman ! Is e JOKER ! Omgosh he rox ! damn hilarious ~ i like the part when he dress as nurse n walk out e hospital ~ tat's so classic LOL ~ he keep press the detention button its doesnt goes off =x

I would gif dark knight a 4 out of 5 star ! A movie u should watch ~ even u wasnt a batman fans ~ LOL ~ i m sure u will like e Joker evil side ~ then after the movie we went ard PS =) Xiao Mei gt a Elmo for her keychain ~ quite cute wor haha ~

After That we went home n cut cake ~ then da mei n her bf bought her Gucci wallent wor ~ damn nic sia ~ LOL ~ my is cheaper alot coz i dun haf e money to buy her Gucci =) sorry xiao xiao mei =)

2008-07-17T05:58:00.000-07:00

Quite awhile didnt blog le. Till nw still no job guess gting a job nt easy ba. Yesterday watched Red Cliff wif chai ~ quite nic but gt part 2 ! then still need to wait for next yr ~ wth then we went to chinatown eat ~ chai treat me thx alot =) LOL~

Had been thinking n thinking~ i think of myself nt worthy for anyone. Wo bu pei. So i decide to love myself =) I had lost confident in everything already. For the moment right now i just love myself and my friends and family ba. I am facing e reality i aint worthy =)

2008-07-13T05:26:00.000-07:00

Today went to Raffles place de Planet fitness ~ coz Sung wen working there ~ is suppose to be kinda of bmt meetup ~ but end up only me n zhong han went ~ LOL ~ Zhong han was late coz he went to church and end late ~ cant blame him ba he took cabby dwn ~ lol so i work out alone first ~ LOL quite fun ~ i love gym but e mthly fee is damn exp ~ n nt very big enuf ~ i still prefer californa gym =) i really love to gym ! =) ! yeah pee~

2008-07-11T07:42:00.000-07:00

Today is the last day of job ~ finally 3 days of job ~ today still quite bz wor ~ 3+ then had lunch ~ haha then keep type type ~ wah damn tired wor ~ drink alot water but still like nv enuf le ~ then today work until 1900 ~ then gt pay yeah pee ~ total $182 wor nt bad le ~ 3 days nia earn $182 better than e amount i expect ~ hehe then went to drop e cheque n went hm ~

2008-07-09T06:33:00.000-07:00

Haha today work as a register counter de temp staff ~ Cecil intro last min de ~ thx dude ~ 3days job ~ today i went earlier lol ~ although i nt pay nvm la ~ LOL then more 0830 we meet at mrt saw Cecil, Raymond n kenneth long time didnt see them le ~ then cecil first words say i m fatter =*( !

Am i fatter ? LOL i think eat too much sweet stuff ! mus start find jobs n gym ! lol then we went to e workplace n then i learn hw to register n print cards for them~ wah e machine sux =x keep faulty n then need reprint n then keep fix e machine.

Then lunch came ~ i had macdonald big mac ~ long time nv eat le so i choosen big mac ~ less than 10mins i mus finish e lunch coz gt 1 lady staff ask us to eat faster then i stuff food n go to work ~ Cecil ask me go another side~

Cecil bully me =( throw me go tat side then 3 ppl nia le ~ then all mus type ~ wah damn bz lor ~ Cecil there can type no. nia =*( nt fair ~ then keep talking until thristy ~ then e vistors complain que long i keep apologise =(

Hard to earn tis $7 per hr job =( damn xin ku non stop customers keep come then mus staple then type fast then gt some error then gt 1 customers like nt happy wif it =( is nt i on purpose ma =( but bo bian my job ma ~ tis kinda of service job cant angry wif customers de ~ so i jus apologise n smile but i nv curse n swear them ~ nvm 2 more days to tahan ~ LOL ~ JIA YOU !

2008-07-08T01:34:00.000-07:00

Today early morn wakeup ~ went to airport to send daniel off ~ coz he leaving for study at perth =) take care buddy ~ haha tim n kenrick also came =) then we all keep chit chating ~ its was nice then time pass very fast daniel had to go in ~ we bid gdbye wishing him e best and come back soon =)

Then we all went to had mac for breakfast ~ i had mcgriddles wif egg ~ quite special taste e bread is so soft ~ lol but e coffee sux ~ then after tat we went hm ~ i was so tired coz yest i didnt really had enuf slp ~ oh man ~ gt to be more serious in finding job!

Supposely there is a job offered by Cecil but i kinda of last min dun wan ~ coz i duno where e agency n i kinda of lazy to go to agency coz quite late n tired ~ anyways thx buddy for offering e job ~ I dun really like going through agency ~

Hope i can gt a job soon earn some money ~ So i can go for my hairstylist course n buy e stuffs i wan =) then at least i can also survive ~ then mayb can cont my gym ! i miss gyming ~ money would u drop from e sky ~ LOL ok cya my friends ! =)

2008-07-05T07:36:00.000-07:00

Yesterday watch Hancock wif er mei and xiaomei at PS ~ wah damn funny sia hancock n damn cool ~ mus watch gif it a rating of 4 out of 5 star ~ Will Smith really damn pwr lol ~ then i had this food cheesy sausage wif mashed potato by chippy damn nic ~ Xiaomei intro de ~ wah yummy ~

After movie we went to had ice cream ~ at gelatire ~ haha damn nic but ben & Jerry nicer =x ~ lol then we went dwn to walk walk ard ~ see their clothing ~ then we went dwn chippy to gt e fish n e cheesy sausage again ~

Then we went over e park n seat dwn n eat ~ then we start taking photos n then chit chat then we play zhong ji ming ma ~ haha damn fun sia ~ then after tat we trained hm ~ supposely to go hm continue play de but in e end er mei too tired ~

So i n xiaomei ton until 5am then we go slp ~ then early mrn 10am + wake up coz tot gt dou niu yao bu yao ~ but dun haf ~ then er mei went out i n xiaomei at home watch tv n rot ~ But overall still haf fun being wif them la ~ LOL pic will upload soon take care =)

2008-07-01T06:40:00.000-07:00

Today was timothy birthday ~ Happy Birthday Timothy ! Morn meet Tim for swimming first e rest suppose to meet earlier themself to gt a cake for tim as a surprise end up de surprise was spoilt by an auntie when went for our pool session ~

Ok after swim, i n tim went to find frame for e thing i do for daniel a mixture of pics ~ i try to put as much as i haf ~ haha then we end up laminate it ~ then we meet e rest ~ we went mac for lunch ~ i had 2 double cheeseburger ~ yummy cheeseburger ! n had chocolate milkshake ~

After tat we went to haf ice kachang ~ then go for e pool thing ~ supposely to surprise tim de but auntie extra go shout say we need lighter for cake~ -.-" stu auntie ~ coz alex ask for lighter she go shout so loud ~ -.- then end up we cut e cake at e stairway n we had some pool ~

Then we went to Swensens for dinner n had earthquake ice cream ~ i had fish & chip quite nic wor ~ hehe took some photo enjoys ~ =) hehe kinda of broke sia mus find job le =x ~

2008-06-29T07:36:00.000-07:00

Yesterday went to watched YOU DONT MESS WIF ZOHAN ! Today watched The incredible HULK wif family ~ haha first talk abt ZOHAN ~ damn hilarious ~ i bug bro to watch haha ~ coz at first tot can watch damn cheap rate but no =( damn sad ~ but zohan is really a quite funny americian type movie la ~ alot of ppl may think its lame coz zohan is too pwrful n smart ~ LOL damn funny i gif it a 4 out of 5 star ~ MUS watch =x ~

Then abt incredible hulk ~ suppose to be a nic movie coz mostly marvel comic charc de movie should be damn nic ~ but it was really nic de plot was so messy ~ but overall nt a bad catch la ~ i gif it a 3 out of 5 star rating ~

After tat we went to e comic & toy convection ~ quite nic ~ had some fun bz taking nic pic ~ see e pics n enjoys ~ i love it but i m broke as u can see so i didnt make any purchase tis time =) haha ~

2008-06-27T09:51:00.000-07:00

Today went to swim wif tim,kenny,kenrick and daniel at hg swimming complex ~ swim abt 3 hrs ba ~ damn long la ~ but nt tanned at all le ~ haha then we went to kenny hse there eat ~ i had chicken chop ~ then went kenny hse use com check cinema wanted timing amk hub ~ then we went to amk hub ~

Me kenrick and daniel watch e movie nia ~ Wanted quite nice le something like matrix de pattern can see things then slow motion ~ but of coz is better than matrix ~ had u seen bullent curve b4? just like beckham curve balls ~ damn nic ~ 4 star out of 5 ! Gd movie to watch =) After we had dinner n went hm =)

2008-06-26T02:53:00.000-07:00

haven being blogging for quite awhile~ tis few days rot at hm totally ~ nth special happen ~ i jus wakeup tv cs eat slp ~ tue jus submit job application form ~ till nw still no reply kinda of sianz ~ think wanna go for other jobs le~ hais though goverment going to gif $200 but nt enuf for me ba ~

Yest when princep look for lanshop i think i found e one edwin intro de ~ quite big and crowded but gt alot of ppl dota ~ i hate dota la ~ but e comp spec like nt bad ~ then after tat i jus went home ~

Then today damn sianz waiting for ah liang call or wat ~ coz yest is fri gt work to do ~ n today mayb need to interview then nv say anything tmr whether gt work or nt wor ~ coz supposely tmr is go swim wif tim,daniel,kenny n kenrick de ~ but then i told them working so cant go ~ coz i really broke la ~

2008-06-22T08:26:00.000-07:00

Today spend most of time at hm see hei she wei ~ haha then slp slp ~ eat durian cs ~ n then at nite time met ah liang ~ to collect application form and went to his hse coz he 4gt to write some stuff n photocopy his O lvl ~ then we chit chat awhile then i went home after he fill in e form n here i am ~ think mus faster find job le ~ at least gd some income n then mayb dec can go taiwan wif ah liang =) !

2008-06-21T09:20:00.000-07:00

Today early in the morning wake up had breakfast then went to mei's hse ~ coz wanna let xiao mei play my phone ~ she wanted to buy it ~ then er mei bought w960i quite big n nic =) but then func nt as gd as mine =x jus can play more songs format~

Then i like sales man compare w960i vs G900 ~ haha then xiao mei really gting more n more love G900 le ~ hehe coz it is easier to use ~ and more func ~ haha ~ then we had pizza hut for lunch ~ then we keep chit chat n play e phone ~

Then suppose we going to gt G900 for xiaomei ltr as earlier birthday present ~ we went to compass pt ~ but M1,Starhub & Singtel all out of stock le ~ We was so shock lor ~ hw come suddenly all out of stock ~ then xiao mei damn sad coz she delete her stuff preparing to change phone le ~

She was damn emo but i can understand y she feel tat way la ~ then i tried to cheer her up ~ but like cant then we went to buy mocha soya ~ damn nic first time tried it ~ then we went back hm ~ then watch hei she wei ~

Then ard 8+ we went rivervale mall to walk walk ~ go ntuc buy some stuff n chocolate to eat ~ go back eat n chit chat watch tv ~ then ard 11+ i went back le ~ haha but like tat also quite fun le ~ duno y le i like being wif my meis ~ btw they are my cousins nt gan nia ~ i really treat them like my sis =) ~

2008-06-20T07:00:00.000-07:00

Today went swimming at yishun wif daniel and timothy ~ then found 1 banana boat de suntan lotion spray ~ wah quite exp le 20+ per bottle =x haha then quite nic smell n gd to use wor ~ haha~ then i n daniel tan 30mins nia la ~ then i went to e 7-11 buy toto n scratch it ~ coz i no money hope to gt some extra money =( but too bad scratch it nv win ~ nw depends on the toto ~

Hope its win ~ coz i need money for hairstylist course =( ~ hais then went hm le ~ msn then emily pm me n told me she also bought g900 ~ omg so qiao ~ sia somemore same time buy she tat she was after my que ~ she say she gt look through e que but nv saw me ~ lol mayb we no yuan ba ~

Then i ask her abt my phone de flash coz i cant use like tat ma ~ wah she damn smart sia told me mus be normal mode and imagine stabilizer mus be off ~ really can le ~ she say she try to solve it last nite ~ haha last nite i try to solve also but didnt really bother much coz kinda of low batt ~ btw thx emily =) ~ ASP i kinda of miss u ~ but u wont bother abt it ba ~ all is i one side wishful thinking =)

2008-06-19T06:23:00.000-07:00

Today went to beach road wif daniel to sell some boots ~ but sold at $20 nia ~ so cheap but see e ah pek so ke lian nvm la $20 betta nth ~ then we had lunch n went to sim lim to look ard for my headset ~ in the end gt back e same model PC 130 but tis time gt it at $46 nia ~ quite cheap la ~ hehe =)

Then went home eat n watch tv then meet bro at amk hub ~ coz he meeting e guy who wanna buy his g900 at $590 ~ wah tat guy earn it lor damn cheap lor $590 nw sign line is $423 le ~ so exp ~ lucky i bought cheap cheap ~

Then we went to see wii hw much wah so ex lor e amk de sportlink there sell $600+ mod wif 1 game nia ~ wtf ~ no diff from e past ~ then we went to ntuc coz i say i wanna find toy car for Jing Rui coz i promise him tat i will buy him Subaru impreza wrx for him ~ =) then i saw 1 mercz car also quite nic ~ but in e end bro pay ~ i wanted to pay but he say he can earn pts ~

Then i went hm alone coz bro gt wu shu ltr ~ then i was on my way on ~ a small kid approach me ~ tell me tat his dad jus passaway and mother was retreched ~ then he n bro is selling ice cream to gt money for their sch fees ~ then i ask him hw much he say $12.70 ~ he say they bought from warehse $10.70 for 1 litre they earn $2 nia for their sch fees ~ then i see him like so ke lian ~ then i buy 1 lo ~ i hope is real de la ~ coz i believe ppl who so evil curse own parents ba ~

But then i also like no money i jus spend all my money in my wallet just to gt e icecream for e kid ~ but ok la at least do something gd ba ~ jus hope my money nt wasted ~ but here e prob nw i no money le =( haha me also funny la think for ppl nv think for myself LOL ~ I think being kind is really a big weakness ~ =)

2008-06-18T05:45:00.001-07:00

Today wake up earlier to go gym n swim coz late afternoon mio guy coming dwn to check wats wrong wif e modem ~ coz i complain quite few time for 2-3 mths ~ finally yest de person call me telling me ppl coming dwn to check it ~ but then my hp no batt was charging while i went out ma ~ then e person call me cant gt through ~

When i reach hm then i noe e person wanna come earlier but i was away from hm ~ so he came ard 4pm ~ it was an uncle la~ i ask him he under singtel or sub contractor ~ he say he under singtel de lo ~ then he like no manner de lo ~ machiam like my rm his rm ask me on air con for him ~

Then ask me alot of qns i duno hw to ans coz all is my bro do de ma ~ hw i noe then he keep tsk ~ i was like wtf ~ then he keep making assumption is our fault sia ~ say our line gt prob ~ wtf sia~

Then in e end he conclude it was modem faulty ~ tmd see he from start jus check e modem n change can le keep say our line gt prob ~ then keep reset my modem ~ wtf ~ so noob ~ then like he nv tell me hw they are going to compenstate me sia ~

His attiude nt really gd n the way he do things quite rough ~ nearly dmg my bro's guitar sia ~ wtf ~ then still ask me plug adapter for his laptop ~ machiam i m his maid ~ wth is tis sia ~ but i see him ke lian finish fix le say wanna go hm bath n drive taxi ~ then i think dun complain him or else he no job ~ then he no money ~

But nvm i wait for e girl who call me yest to ask me hw i wan to be compensated ~ haha ~ coz i think talk to tat uncle also no use ba ~ waste my breath ~ LOL =x if e girl nv call me i will contact her n ask for compensations ~ coz gt 1 time dc is i having CS match le n somemore dc quite few times waste my time ~ =x

2008-06-17T09:06:00.000-07:00

Today spend most of time at home ~ la then watch hei she wei la ~ then daniel call to ask me to go see e mystique academy ~ quite wu lu la ~ but still ok ~ but e person there like nt professional enuf le ~ i see them like hack care hack care de ~ duno wor ~ but still thank to daniel for intro me e mystique =) hehe at least i noe more ~ n i observe e guy he he cut n style learn abit =x

Hehe then Singnet finally call me and apologise abt e inconvience e mio disconnection had cost me ~ and they offer help coz nobody until nw has come dwn to take a look abt it ~ i like e girl on de phone de service coz she understand wat i wan ~ n she say if fault cfm is theirs they are willing to make compensation =) ~ gd gd at least they are trying to solve e prob ~

Then ard evening brought my nephew to playgrd play wif MUM ~ 1st time went to his nursery quite cute~ then he say some1 bully him and ask him to tell e teacher =) poor jing ru tio bully ~ but then nvm we had fun at e playgrd la ~ then went hm for dinner.

Around 9 like tat i met ah liang for a 1v1 basketball ~ coz need to pass his e job application then also execrise lol ~ quite fun la but nt aggresive enuf haha ~ then we went to cheer buy drinks and chit chat ~ then walk to his hse there i took bus hm ~ n took shower n here i m blogging =) my dear friends ~ ppl say friends come n go ~ but can u all dun come n go and jus stay in my heart? I LOVE U ALL ! =) ! cyas ~

2008-06-16T08:51:00.000-07:00

Today didnt do anything special la ~ 4gt to say yest was father day we went to turf club to haf dinner at ah yat seafood rest ~ hehe order big oyster damn nic ~ but gt worm ~ -.- i duno issit from e one i eat coz i flip flip inside dun haf but suddenly on table gt one ~

Lol but e oyster damn fresh n nic wor ~ love it sia then i nv eat shark fin coz i insist tat i dun wanna eat e poor shark's fin ~ =( but bro has no choice mus order coz is inside e package ~ so i jus dun eat it ~ coz e shark is extincting le ~ then i rmb i saw a shark wifout fins in e ocean on de documentary ~ damn kelian lor ~

But then we gt other nic food also la lobster meat but abit nt fresh le ~ coz dun haf e sweetness ~ then e fried rice was damn nic but too oily dessert was red bean paste nt bad ~ haha ~

Ok back to today ~ as usual la gym n swim ~ going crazy over healthy lifestyle? LOL nt really ba coz i had lunch late ~ LOL then after execrise went wif mum to buy ingredients for dinner n update bankbook ~ notice tat 16 days i spend abt 400+ le damn scary rite ~ wah i sianz 1/2 lor ~ i c e slippers e t-shirt ar my g900 ~ total abt 300 like tat omg ~ i mus start saving le =) tc my frends i love u all ~

2008-06-15T08:50:00.000-07:00

Tis is G900 i jus bought it today =) hehe at e price of $198 wif plans ~ First 50th customer at suntec IT show nia ~ LOL early 8am i n bro que at there already ~ ard 10+ e register start ~ then 11+ e que move n i manage to gt it =).

I starting to love tis phone more n more ~ the func very gd ~ gt write notepad n make it ba alarm la ~ then e sound quite gd n loud ~ the touch screen quite sensitive also i like it =) ~ e camera quite nic ~ but i still like my n95 8gb la ~ i buy tis phone instead of n95 8gb becoz i can save $300 ma ~ if gt chance n money i will still buy n95 8gb =x

2008-06-13T05:32:00.000-07:00

I saw my tag board n gt one person name ling ~ and i duno who is she or he~ but i can sense tat he/she is quite rude n he/she think tat he/she is so great ~ dun so emo can? i emo or wat also nv bother u ma ~ then i zi lian take pic gt wrong ar ~ u dun like it dun see la ~ those pic are jus to vent off coz tat day was a bad day ~ u duno anything dun make such rude comments la ~

Tis is my blog le ~ i learnt from someone she told me she can post watever she wan ! So i can post watever i wants is nt up to u to decide ~ So respect ppl ~ dun come and be a control freak over ppl ~ my pic nic or nt nic is nt for u to decide ~ i am trying to be happy by taking those pics ~ u dun like it u can jus shut ur eyes ~ i didnt force u to see my pics ~ Do u think u r so great?

U dun like it ~ u can no need come n view n drop such comments de ~ i nv beg u or wat to read my blog ~ is ur own choice wanna come de ~ if u wanna continue stay here be polite dun come here n be bossy ~ I am who i am ! U dun like it ~ tat's ur problem ~ if u wanna insist u r rite then u r such a loser ~

2008-06-12T07:33:00.000-07:00

Today went to PC show wif tim and daniel ~ coz daniel wanna buy laptop and then tim was planing to gt desktop ~ so we meet at city hall and walk e new pathway to suntec~ quite long wor ~ haha but ok la at least nt hot ~

Wah the pc show like damn little stuff le ~ so we tour Asus,NEC,Compaq,Toshiba and Fujitsu ~ i told them Acer laptop nt gd de so dun waste time looking at Acer =x haha coz i heard alot of ppl complaining abt Acer laptop ~ so srry acer =x i believe e crowd of ppl who used ur products.

Then we went ard look at laptop taking e pricelist comparing ard e specs and prices ~ in e end we narrow dwn to Asus n NEC ~ there was tis sales girl n NEC very friendly n has a beautiful smile ~ haha then she gif daniel a gd deal ~ she at first was bz we was waiting for her when daniel cfm wanna NEC model le ~

Then tis NEC guy extra came to disturb we told him we are waiting for her ~ n then he jus keep intro e products ~ but we didnt really bother him much ~ i saw e girl looking at us and i smile to her n kinda of say srry ~ she was kinda of cute like kinda of angry of tat guy but still gt smile on her face lol ~

But of coz we choose to find her in the end la coz she talk to us so long~ we wanna let her earn e commision ma ~ haha quite gd wor de NEC model gt alot of fun though price quite exp la ~ but i think quite worthy wor =)

Haha then we went home le lor and here i am blogging nth much to say le =) n nth to post already ! Friends I LOVE U ALL =) Free we sure meet ups ! Cya all ~

2008-06-11T08:49:00.000-07:00

Hi guys & girls ! gt miss me ma? LOL i m back from chalet ~ haha i bet nobody will miss me de la haha ~ Life at chalet was kinda of boring ~ coz nth much to do ~ most of time spend inside chalet play PSP and talk tis all ~ then like go out watch euro ~ haha last time gt watch soccer de ~

But then long time nv watch coz ch 5 dun show n i dun really like those boring soccer matches. I like to see those aggresive de ~ the first night i saw e france vs romina de damn sianz sia ~ but e italy vs netherland pwr sia ~ starting was damn nic lo ~ so fierce sia ~ but in e end italy lost ~ But i think they player no stamina tats y ba~

Ok back to e activties first day we tour de new shopping center quite big wor ~ gt alot of nic food to eat like tat ~ then i was thinking wah nt bad le pasir ris ~ lol then we had dinner at sakura buffet quite nic =) haha took some pics quite alot food ~

Ok then 2nd day we had breakfast at mac n then Alex,Charles,Bryan and Daniel went to Wild Wild Wet coz gt 4 Free tickets. At first they ask me join them de but becoz i go le they need to pay some money becoz of me although is one person $2 la ~ but dun wanna waste their money ma so i told them to go ahead play ~

Then e rest of us went to ntuc and bought ingredients to marinate and then went back to do e prep for BBQ ~ haha then i,tim and kenny went swimming ~ at first we play play then i decide cant ar yest i eat so much ~ so i alone went to keep on swimming ~ then as usual la i complete mine target ~ tim suan me lo say wah fit wor ~

Then we keep playing at pool and then kenrick came n we keep talk cock and swim ard then went back ~ ard evening we prepared everything ~ Alex,Kenny and Bryan was preparing e fire ~ E rest of us was preparing e food. I keep breaking e chicken wings joints until so pian tai ~ i keep break e joint le ~ gt abt 160 chicken wings imagine all i break ~ damn violent rite?

LOL then help to cook abit n the guest was there =) i m so happy to see them coz abt 1 mth plus nv see them some abt 1yr nv see le ~ kinda of miss them wor ~ but unfortunately quite a few didnt happen to turn up ~ Haha but i was bz breaking joints so didnt really haf time for them =( so srry ~ coz somebody gt to do e job ~

Haha then amos la collin la my shifu they bought things for us =) thank alots guys =) Appreciated but really alot ~ actually they all come i m happy already =) haha ~ then end quite late i was shag had bath n play PSP till slp ~ then went home which is today =)!

2008-06-08T06:35:00.000-07:00

Hais today wasnt a gd day. Something bad happen. I dun wanna say too much abt it. All i noe is damn upset thing i keep tearing non stop. Hais my heart was really upset by tat case. Hw i wish u was there for me but i dun u will ever be there for me ba. Coz i m nobody to u ba ~

I nw jus love my dad,mum,bros and nephew and friends =) I dun pint any hopes abt u so much already coz i find tat u wont bother abt hw i feel.So i choose to love ppl who cares abt me instead of loving someone who no response to me at all.

Hope everything is fine when i nt ard ~ coz tmr going chalet i hope e mood wont spoilt e fun ba~ hais i dun wanna spoilt their mood also coz actually i wanna like dun wanna go becoz of e matter but nvm ba.I also need to chill n relax for awhile.

I think i going to head for e beach ! Listen to waves and see e sky ! Btw i will going chalet till wed ~ so wont be able to online if anybody looking for me can sms or call me ba ~ i should be damn free coz i dun mahjog ~ so i guess i will be spending time at beach alone perhaps ba ~

Then i went to haf a haircut coz i find my hair too long n untidy la ~ wah tat lady de hair quite nic le i like wor ~ e side japanese perm then infront cut wawa dou ~ then is she look like wawa wor quite cute. Then chat wif her and haf my haircut ~ she quite si xin =) haha then i went home use webcam n camwhoring. So zi lian ! I think i m like girl le =x haha

2008-06-06T08:52:00.000-07:00

Today early morning had dumpling wah damn nic wor ~ then had 2 cup of rose tea =) haha enjoy life hor? =x then watch tv then went to gym =) nwadays duno y my mindset is all abt gting 6pax n nic figure nia ~

Lol then suddenly rain =( sob coz i wanna swim but lucky is b4 i gym ~ then i keep do until kinda of tired le saw wah rain stop le ~ then move to swimming haha ~ so happy =)Swim finish then went to heartland mall to gt skewers coz mine old one de like cant wash away those dirt =(

Then told alex i bring skewer le ma cant bring those cant use de so i jus bought it =) hehe ~ then tried curry fish ball hmm like nth special le ~ then bought a addias perfume like tat coz i feel like after execrise can spray a nic smell =)

2008-06-05T06:47:00.000-07:00

Ok guys n girls i gonna intro to u this show My World My Blog. Is abt teenage who blogs abt their love,schoolwork,gangs,dreams. aged between 13-21 ~ What are their thought of the their own world.

They are like living in their own world. They jus need somebody to care for them. Ppl say they are attention seeker tis all but who really understand wat they had gone through ne? They mayb silly but there was no one to guide them. So they went the wrong path leading astray.

Ok tis first esp is abt a girl name Rachel. Her parents one fine days start to quarrel n nv end. Rachel was very upset and she hate her sis becoz she think her sis was too pamper. Her sis always try to talk back to her. Making her sick of her life. She start to hate her family.

Then in sch she wanted to study but nobody in her classes wanna does. She doesnt haf gif friends. Ppl keep telling her to cut her wrist wif pen nife. They influence her so one day she start to cut herself and hurt herself badly.

Then her baby couldnt stand her and saying her control freak. Her baby didnt try to understand hw she feel or bother abt her wish more her more sad. She was really depressed she has lost faith in life.

But guys and girls no matter watever happen pls do not try to cut ur wrist or do anything to hurt urself of commit sucide. Life is fulls of up and dwn. Nv think tat u r alone ok? if u need some to talk to i m available though i cant help much. But i m willing to listen to any stories and i dun charges. Coz i dun wan youth to waste their life =)

But in the end Rachel father found out wat Rachel did n went for counselling already n Rachel start to be able to sleep well n live normal once again. So my frends life are precious no matter watever happen. Dun think of die or hurt urself. Anything can be solve de. Just come find me if u need someone to talk to . My ears are always open =) But mus provided i m free la haha =x So take care my friends and boys& girls

2008-06-03T07:01:00.000-07:00

Today went to twn area wif hualiang ~ coz he wanna buy something for his dad =) So xiao shu ~ haha i miss those day used to always go twn area n roam ard le ~ we shop e whole heeren ~ flesh imp was dissapointment coz nt much design display out ~ then went to see ubran male quite nic tees but expensive wor ~ but like the country de sleeveless tees dun haf already =(

I regret tat time nv buy ~ coz i wanna train fit fit then go buy ma ~ who noe so fast no more already hais =( then we went taka shop ard n gt my slipper quite chio ~ ard 20+ then hualiang gt a thermoflask like tat for his dad so his dad can use at work n at home =) thoughtful wor ~

Haha then went to eat vegeterian i eat too much damn full haha ~ then we went to cineleisure tour ard long time nv go there sia ~ then play wif e ipod stuffs and decide to go PS shop again ~ =x

Haha yesterday jus went PS then walk ard again. Searching for nana movie dvd ~ then went to "Design For T-shirt graniph " then bought 2 Tees total $60 ~ i find it quite chio =) hehe posted e pic =) Enjoys

2008-06-02T07:10:00.000-07:00

Today morn went to gym and swim ~ kinda of rush coz i bad timming ba coz i nv expected e bus so long then come ~ lucky make it in time to meet Alex,Charles,Bryan and timothy~ then we had kfc n chat abt e chalet stuff ~ abt wat food to order la ~ who coming ar ~

Haha kinda of looking forward to it ~ Hope wont be dissapointed then i ,alex and bryan went to archade then we went to bugis to walk ard n lame ard at BK haha ~ ok la i quite like it le ~ i miss those days wif my bro robert at town walk ard roaming like zombie had cup noodle outside e rolex shop ~

So chill man ~ omg i jus love those moments haha ~ then went home had dinner ~ then kayla pm me ask me whether can act in her skipt ba ~ i say ok la ~ i was joking whether gt money to take or nt ~ but then who noe e director is so picky lo ~ ask me send pics wif spect n wifout spect then ask me webcam ~

I meant wth ~ i willing to it for free n u r so picky ~ somemore no sincere is go through kayla then to me ~ such director also exist sia ~ hais if he wanna nice looking he should ownself go find himself outside ma ~ where gt like tat online find then wanna every1 do wat he say when he doesnt pay u at all.

If u really wanna haf nic looking actor then u go find urself outside la ~ use ur sincere la nt asking ppl find for u ~ actually gd director dun really need super nic looking de ppl as long as he can potray wat he wanna share wif ppl ~ tat's e idea ! nt find pretty flower n loussy acting. The rate will still be low de lor.

I just speaking frankly. U wan gd skipt gd looking actor and nt paying anything u shouldnt expect too highly. Ppl help u willing n u asking so much from ppl and u dun haf sincere. Dont take it to heart but wat i say is just to let u noe wat u should do. Is up to ur own opinion to heed it or nt. Anyway gd luck to ur skipt.

2008-06-01T06:27:00.000-07:00

Went to Zwei hse to learn hw to bake cookie attached some pic =) n copied dwn e recipes ~ hehe when i free will try ba ~ LOL n took some pics of e cakes from books =) But soon i will learn them de =) hehe enjoys ! I loves my friends ! MISS U ALL !

2008-05-31T07:53:00.000-07:00

Hais headachne ar ~ wanna change new blogskin cant ~ coz e format i too used to it le ~ i found another skin nt bad but like duno how to edit the length ~ too long nv touch html coding le ~ so very blur ~ hais so jus change e pics ~ but still wanna change my backgrd to black le ~

Duno hw so stuck wanna make better also duno hw ~ anybody can guide me? Really very headachne nw wor and damn tired duno y =( hais ~ sianz sia hais ~ slpy wor ~ btw yest jus gt another gan nu er yuan xin ~ haha she ask me to be her gan daddy then i ok lor =) haha ~

2008-05-30T06:04:00.000-07:00

Today go yishun stadium to meet timothy n daniel for run ~ long time didnt run ~ nw become run abit nia very tired mayb becoz nt enuf slp also ba ~ then we run 8 rds ~ then we went timothy house take a rest. And then we went to Yishun swimming pool.

Nt much ppl then we go swim a few laps then i and daniel went to tan for 1hr+ haha but like nv darker le =( dissapointed wor ~ then we went chong pang eat then i go to e 7-11 buy toto,big sweep and scratchit. Screatchit won $5 hehe =) i buy for fun nia ~ i nt heavy gamble so dun think i gamble ghost =x

Haha then went home then daniel call me say tat e agency called him ~ saying tat e boss tat time we work wif, wan us to write a statement to apologise to him then he gif us money ~ WTF ~ we nv do anything wrong y should we apologise sia? He threaten daniel le ~ he use finger pt at daniel and that time he say he can be nasty and used violent on us.

So he is at fault nt us ma ~ we can report him police case lo ~ we nv nia ~ but if he dun wanna pay coz he insist us to apologise e agency will send lawyer letter. Coz where gt such thing ppl nv do anything wrong then mus write statement ~ then where can dun pay ppl e work money de ~ hais ~ sad friends who are free can ask me out ok? cya all loves !

2008-05-28T08:43:00.000-07:00

Today i went to gym n when i went out it start to rain n then i use my mind to say i gym until e rain stop n go swimming ~ haha then when i do gym abt 45 mins e rain really stop le ~ then e sky was so beautiful but i didnt bring camera to capture ~ i really love nature i love e sky i love e beach e sea e ocean =) haha then i went for swimming n suntan ~ haha then i bath finish n i hope it rain coz kinda of hot n it start to rain again =x haha mayb tis e law of attraction? haha keep think wat u wan n u may gt it ~

On the way to bus stop i saw one old lady wif her daughter n two grandchild ~ she has some problem in walking so she walk very slow but her daughter n two grandchild walk too infront tat make tat old lady like wanna keep up wif them but i see her like very xin ku ~ feel heart pain for her but i duno wat i can do to help also ~

Then i think when u're old n u haf problem walking or problem in living will ur child still care for u ~ n lets say u r alone isnt it very sad n lonely? I start to think tat we should really cherish wat we haf nw ~ we haf normal body normal leg ~ so we shouldnt compare ard wif other ~ Be happy wif wat u haf ~

Haha then recieve Isabelle sms tat she sprain her waist poor thing sia ~ she at work then sprain then cant go see doc or go hm coz of work ~ poor thing so i went dwn far east wanna help her de but she close shop earlier Lol ~ then i chit chat wif her until her bus came n bid her gdbye then went hm alone ~

On e train saws lots of couple but i think start to numb already ba ~ i mean i dun really envy they alot le ~ surrounded by couples kissing here n there is nth to me already ~ i think i m stronger alot compare to last time ~ then went mac gt double cheese burger n jasmine tea ~ yummy life can be great if u wan to !

Haha nw i think i would concerate more on career ba i think wat i wanna nw is gt money haf a stable income first although i m still stuck coz i really wanna go hairstylist course but becoz of no money ~ but nw currently my aim is gt a job earn money then buy my N95 8GB ! I will gt u ! at least b4 my birthday ! =) JIA YOU ! FRIENDS I LOVE U !

2008-05-27T04:54:00.000-07:00

Japanese food Oishi desu ! Namura village de =) Enjoys

2008-05-26T04:37:00.000-07:00

Today went to hougang de gym to execrise ~ long time nv go gym ~ damn weak sia ~ my fav chest press i cant do much ~ did abt 45 mins then i went to e pool n swim few laps n suntan but e sun doesnt seems to be bright enuf =( hais jus wanna relax ma ~ then find tat i really damn broke sia ~ hais e pay still haven in =( i think soon my acc gonna be drained finish le =( need to find job after chalet hais ~

Yesterday night nth betta to do ~ then write songs again jus wrote 喜欢hope u all like it ~ jus wanna write something abt liking someone de feeling ba ~ comments on e song ba

喜欢
词: 林明辉
曲: ????(In Progress)

我是一个普通的人
一个简简单的
外表不怎么样
但是内心纯粹

每一次看到你
不知道为什么
心跳的很快
呼吸困难

有一种摸名
无法解释的
一种热度
我想这就是

简单的喜欢
喜欢你意头发
喜欢你的小手
喜欢你的笑容
喜欢你装可爱

就是喜欢你
想牵着你的手
小心意意的
守护止你
陪着你到最后

但你哭泣时
我会帮你插泪
但你不开心时
我会剅你笑

我只想跟你
说我喜欢你
想和你在一起
永远的在一起

2008-05-25T05:23:00.000-07:00

恋空 is a japanese movie i wanna intro to u all ~ Based on a cell-phone novel that moved 11 million people to tears, "Sky of Love" is a story about a regular girl's three stormy years in high school. While her friends are absorbed about their boyfriends, Mika is clueless about falling in love. She begins receiving phone calls from a boy she doesn't know and is gradually drawn to him. She finally meets him but their happy days soon pass as trouble is brewing on the horizon. Enjoys e pics ~

2008-05-24T06:18:00.000-07:00

Yesterday went swimming wif timothy and daniel ~ supposely meet at Yishun swimming complex but happen tat Yishun de deep pools is under renovation like tat ~ So we had to change to someother place lucky tim drove ~ So we went to woodlands coz its e nearest ~
We didnt really swim much we keep chatting n playing ~ Then we went tanning but in e end only tim gt darker ~ i n daniel no diff =(

Haha then we went back yishun de hk cafe to haf our lunch which was chicken chop ~ wah damn nic wor n damn filling nv took pic coz nv bring my cam phone ~ the food was really nic n filling then supposely i ask tim to drive me to yishun de 7-11 to buy de toto but i see long que then say nvm ba ~ then he drove us at 854 bus stop n we went hm ~

During e bus journey suddenly Kenny called to ask whether we wanna go for a movie ard evening time ~ Watch e Indiana Jones ~ Then i n daniel ok lo ~ haha then suppose to be 1815 de movie but i didnt noe coz kenny say reach there 1815 la ~ unfortuanetly i left hse 40 min earlier but i m suay tat bus 25 dun wanna come i felt so bad when i was late ~ keep told kenny they all to go in first ~

Coz cathay dun show advertisement de ~ when i reach then we go in really e movie started already ~ once again srry guys make u all miss e starting becoz of me ~ but i really didnt mean to be late i left hse early already =( so srry ~ Indiana Jones was a adventure movie quite hilarous ~ Over all 3.5 star out of 5 ~

Then we went to botak jones there wanna haf dinner but i nt eating coz mum told me she bought for me already ~ then i also kinda of full becoz e chicken shop i had earlier ~ Then in e end we change to another coffee shop coz botak jones long que n no fish n chip ~ then they end up order seafood n yu tou ru ~ haha then we chat n had fun =)

Today er mei n xiao mei invited me to eat sakae sushi wif them at kovan de ~ haha they was late =x haha we order quite alot then found out tat er mei working n earning quite gd so she suggest she treat us ~ haha had fun n keep chatting abt movies n jokes ard ~

Then we tour ard heartland mall ~ i gt myself "Lian Kong" de DVD ~ haha jus duno y wanna buy ~ then we went cold storage to gt some icecream n food ~ then we went to buy bubble tea n went back my home to watch tv & movies ~ sometimes life simple like tat is also a kinda of happiness ba =) I enjoy it n i love my familys n frends =) HURRAY !

2008-05-22T08:28:00.000-07:00

Boys and Girls ~
I nth to do at home so i wrote a so call song for ASP~
Is wat i think of her n wrote de ~ hope u all like it pls comments
I use microsoft words to translate english to chinese de coz i duno hw to write chinese ~Enjoy ~

你的微笑
词: 林明辉
曲: ????(In Progress)

每一次看到你的微笑
就相是一个天使在身边
温柔和温暖的守护止我
好相在接近你
闻止你的发香
再一次的擁抱
我不想放手

回忆起那时刻的你
短发和可爱的你
始终带着微笑
充满的自信
我就是喜欢你
就是这样的你

我忘不了你
我不想放手
你的微笑
深深的在记忆
我就是喜欢你
就是这样的你

你的微笑
就是世界的
最美丽的
独一无二的
我真的相你

2008-05-21T05:06:00.000-07:00

Just bored n jus used purely ppt n draw these few cartoon ~ can see wat i trying to bring out? i m using it to teach ppl hw to aim & shoot ~ pls comment on e design thx u ~

2008-05-20T07:02:00.000-07:00

Today suppose to settle e pay matter which i work last wk de ~ the boss damn niao sia ~ she like dun wanna pay me my pay sia ~ hais she nw wanna deny she didnt employ me at all ~ she say i m friend friend say wat i jus helping her ~ omg sia she wanna play like tat ~ i go her be her maid i do cleaning tis all n still tio scolding by her then she say e most is $5 per hr tell me take it or leave it ~ then i shoot her back u ask me do tis n tat i do le then u come scold me i nv argue ~then i work over 44 hrs she nv gif me OT then i employ e job is do packing nt be maid be clinic helper nt chef nt clerk ~ she ask me do some many task n jus wanna pay me $5 per hr which is nt fair n wanna cut my hrs becoz she's late everytime we meet her ~ is nt fair at all lo ~ then still say wat $5 for me is alot i keep seat dwn there do nth ~ make me more boil i dun really haf chance to seat dwn lor ~ i keep cooking clean kitchen tis all then she call me then i mus go do tis n tat ~ i already lost my pride in e job already ~ then she wanna pay me so low ~
So i and daniel was very angry ~ we went to Aljuni police post to ask for advice ~ coz we suspect her trying to scam us ~ she like dun wanna pay us ~ then e police say if we meet her n she dun pay us e amount we think we deserve we can lodge a report against her or file report to MOM ~ coz she has break alot of rules like a person is nt allowed to work more than 44 hrs per wk if he or she work more than 44 hrs per wk the remain hrs should be 1.5 times more than e rate ~ is consider like OT ~ n then part time worker actually cant work more than 30 hrs per wk~ Sat is a half working day ~ if she wan us to work sat whole day she should pay more ~ all tis law she jus duno ~ but i noe ~ coz i read MOM legisation ~ We told her we will file charges against her ~ Then she scare ba she go find e agency to talk to us ~ Then nw become e agency told us they will pay us directly instead of her ~ then we went to agency place to talk face to face ~ she agree tat my boss is too weird ~ she told us nt to wrry coz she will help us gt wat we deserved ~ then i ask her wat she dun wanna pay u all ~ she say they will jus send lawyer letter to them straight ~ nw become agency is our shield heng sia ~ nw felt much betta but e pay wont be in so soon ~ hais being quite stressful over these payments stuff for these few days ~ coz tis boss too stingy already wanna scam us dun wan pay ~ So guys n girls if u gt such prob dun hesistate to see e police or report to MOM coz nobody haf e rite hired u to work n dun pay u de ~

2008-05-19T03:10:00.000-07:00

Avelyn i didnt those things bother u so much ~ seems u seem to unable to 4gt it n jus hold on to it ~ then like tat i suggest u treat as u nv the childlish immature always hurt ppl de guy ba ~ i m attention seeker n i had no life ~ so watever u think is up to u coz i am numb to tis already ~ Since u think i m tat way u think so like it continue be tat way ba i dun wan to change e way u think of me coz wat i did was nv right ~ hate me all u wan ba ~ My heart is already throw into deep ocean already i m hopeless ~ U wanna do wat wif me up to urself i wont bother anymore~ u wan let ur frends noe hw childlish immature i m ~ i m ok wif it ~ u can jus continue watever u think of me to other ba coz i really numb le ~ thx for making me tis way which i believe make me stronger alot.

2008-05-18T07:03:00.000-07:00

Hais recently really happen alot of stuff ~ hais dun wan say too much abt it but i was really upset tat Avelyn still upset even i really apologise to her ~ n then she jus post e conversation out to let ppl ~ i noe she has rite to post watever she wan but prob is i say i m sorry already y mus she show e conversation to other to make me feel more upset ~ she say she gt other prob she cried ya ~ i say i m srry already wat else do u wan me to do ne? Then u like tat post me i nt upset meh? I m also upset ma ~ i try to peace wif u end up u still say me gt a life tis all stuff ~ ya i no life tat's a fact ~ if u wanna e whole world noe tat i make u upset then i no choice ~ but u gt think hw i feel also ma? U hurt dun mean i also nt hurt ma? I am also human le ~ i nt jealous wat who care u ~ wat i mean is jus becoz u angry ppl come scold me for ur sake then there's nobody helping me. Then i haf to handle tis side n other matters also ~ U gt other prob i say srry already shouldnt drag u in but nw i dun wan u dun wan let go of it ~ i haf nth betta to say since u wan everyone to noe i m at wrong i really haf nth to say. If u really cant 4gt it then i think i no choice ba ~ u wanna live wif hatred for me i also cant help. Is ur choice i choose to peace wif u since u say me like n tat fine ba ~ if tat make u betta then be it ba ~ i m as gd as dead already. Heart eaten by shark already i m evil ba ~ wat i say always tends to hurt ppl ba mayb i really devil ba ~ Hate me or Love me tis friend is ur choice already ~ I gting numb already

2008-05-17T10:15:00.000-07:00

Hais life was tat gd actually ~ Escpecially work ~ hais morn recieve call while still slping 7am ! Change to 10am Bishan mrt ~ Every morning gt tis heart attack game last min change place n timing is damn scary ~ especially when u r slping n being disturb ~ then nvm ~ i wake up early gt prepared then dad bought me breakfast i scare i cant make it in time ask dad drove me n who noe i reach there 930am then nvm i wait until 945pm i sms her i reach bishan mrt bus stop then i read my book then ard 10am she call n ask me where am i i say i at bishan mrt ~ then she scold me y nv scold her ~ then i was like i did msg her ma ~ for no reason tio scolding hais ~
Then nvm she came le then scold me again say wat yest kitchen y nv clean properly y that area nv clean then i was like huh ~ wasnt i jus suppose to tidy up e items on kitchen hw come i need to do so much ~ plus i already mop her floor for her until very clean le ~ is e title old tat y look dirty ma ~ Hais ~ nvm lor then i reach her hse i was like sian 1/2 e kitchen messy again i pack until nicely jus yesterday ~ then she jus throw stuff on floor ask me pack into plastic bag n clean e whole kitchen ~ then ask me clean this clean tat ~ wash tis wash tat ~ really like maid lor ~ wah piang but i nv complain i jus do lo ~ wah i clean her hse until so clean ~ her daughter ownself also say nv see e kitchen so clean tis all ~ she see me clean kitchen she even say i ke lian do so many stuffs but i jus laugh along ~ then i really mop here n there again n wipe windows clean cabinet ~ really like maid la ~ clean e whole kitchen n e living rm ~ then nvm le ~ no time go lunch still ok ~
Then when she come pick me up coz she need take stuff back to office then she nv even say a simple thank you at all ~ well ok then ~ i dun mind then go back office work again then she say i at office work very slow ~ coz she didnt notice at office she ask me do tis n then tat hw to do fast coz there's always unfinished job to do ~ then she complain us no efficiency ~ i really still ok wif it ~ then she ask me make jelly this all i make la ask me setup machine i still setup ~ i nv complain wat she ask me do ~ but when we ask for a pay rate of at least $6 per hr
Coz we calculate is $6 per hr actually is very cheap already coz we do tis n tat ~ we multi tasking le ~ then who noe she take us compare wif e china worker who gt $5 per hr but all he do is packing nia ~ she duno hw to see e big pic i dun understand lor ~ $6 per hr for us she say too high sia ~ we need to entertain patient take care of patient ~ do packing do cleaning ~ she also say e china guy more idependant nt like us ~ of coz ma ~ wat he do is packing ma ~ wat we do is handle patient stuff we scare do wrong will kill them ma ~ gt wrong meh? We ask her she complain ~ we dun ask her she scold us ~ so wat should we do ne? Then everytime she jus insult us say we no efficiency ~ say we slow la ~ y didnt see e bigger pic?
I cant believe such ppl can be doc ~ her maths cant make it coz if she dun pay us she go hire a clerk a maid a packer total pay is more than mine alot lor ~ hais plus me n daniel is double effect of 3 man job ~ Hais then i n daniel decide to stop working coz we gt no pride working n pay is low ~ we keep tio insult n pay so low ~ nt worthy ~ hais then gt misunderstanding ~ Srry again Avelyn fact i wasnt in gd mood tis few weeks also ~ i also gt probs but jus tat i dun say much i noe u gt probs shouldnt drag u in srry again ~ but i m nt much betta hais ~ i m really tired le thx charles suddenly msn me to encourage me so brighten my day =) thx charles appreciated. I didnt expect ppl care abt me coz i think nobody bother abt me ~ haha coz really much ppl bother abt hw i feel de ba ~ haha nvm ba no choices ba but i still loves my friends who treat me as friends de la ~ i treasure every friendship ! ASP would u jus try ?